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 Posted: Wed Jan 21, 2009 4:11 pm
I don't really know where to go from here. I'm trying to get into MassArt this year so I stopped by today just to walk around campus.
This guy said "Hi" to me even though my back was turned to him. He was hot and I'm fairly certain he was checking me out but then again I get kind of confused about this stuff and how to tell.
But back to the matter at hand. I told myself that I absolutely will not date anyone until I'm out. Reason is because I don't think it'd be fair of me to date a guy and then pull him back into the closet with me(so to speak) after he bravely came out.
But I don't think I'm ready to come out yet. I've all ready known about a few problems that I've had for a while that causes certain family members to look down on me (ADD, Depression, Social Disorder) and now there is a chance that there's something else to add to that list on top of my being gay(which my I confirmed my family thinks is yet another birth defect).
I don't know if it's because I'm stressed out or just miss sex or what. All that I know is that I want to share things with a special guy and do things with that guy and open up to that one guy.
I think that before I do anything though I should at least wait until I get in. Hopefully I get in. Then I can talk to a counselor and try to clear things up a bit before I make any more decisions.
I just don't know what to do right now. Any advice?
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Posted: Tue Aug 23, 2011 5:30 pm
Sorry I know it's a bit late but just relax and be yourself? Try not to compare yourself to other people because everyone has different circumstances.. People who seem more calmer most likely just accept the situation they are in and do their best to maintain a positive attitude and try to work on anything that needs working on.
Being gay is definitely not a birth defect. We all have different issues and I hope you can overcome some of them and don't demean your own experience. We all deserve love and happiness 3nodding
I don't know how things went for you after 2 years but I'm sure you'll find someone to share your wonderful love with and vice versa. Just be yourself, honest, and loving ~
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