For no reason, I've just been really, extremely down. Like, little things that've never gotten to me before are starting to be amazingly annoying. I just feel left out, out of the loop, and all alone. I can see that no one else around me seems upset, heck they all seem like they just got the best news in the world it seems. So, looking at them, I feel I don't belong. Now, that's not why I'm frustrated.
I know that I'm loved, I just don't feel it any more. I keep thinking that I'm not good enough, I'm too fat, that no one should or will love me. All I ever feel like doing recently is sleeping or crying. I know this isn't good, and I know that some people love me, I know I shouldn't care, but it get's to me. Not as in a 'omg they don't like me' kind of way, but just as a general down mood.
I don't know what it is, but it's bothering me. Does anyone know what to do? Or why I might feel this way?
[It's not raging hormones. I don't PMS untill about the 7th or so.]
I know that I'm loved, I just don't feel it any more. I keep thinking that I'm not good enough, I'm too fat, that no one should or will love me. All I ever feel like doing recently is sleeping or crying. I know this isn't good, and I know that some people love me, I know I shouldn't care, but it get's to me. Not as in a 'omg they don't like me' kind of way, but just as a general down mood.
I don't know what it is, but it's bothering me. Does anyone know what to do? Or why I might feel this way?
[It's not raging hormones. I don't PMS untill about the 7th or so.]
