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Gonna list em, but it's looong. >.<

Problem 1)
"Dad"
He's my stepdad ((but he raised me for most of my life, scince I was 1, so I call him dad)) He is my two half sister's dad.
Him and my mom were married, happily, but things go wrong, as they do, and the breakup happened. blah blah divorce. anyway.
he finds dawn on the internet..
a woman, vegetarian, don't hurt the animals eco hag.
at first, it was the FIVE HOUR train rides we were forced to go on with him to see his "beloved" and her children (arron, alana))
They move into a house together, try to move our schools without telling mom, all kinds of stuff. my middle sister is the first to move back with mom ((apparently, dawn called her a swear. =0))
I stayed, cause the littest was staying, and just in case.
Eventually, there was an incedent involving a daddy long legs ((a daddy long legs is upside down in the water in the sink. I run the tap to put it down the drain, it suddenly starts movign its legs, dawn and dad have a big fit)) evetualy, I decide I cannot take this coupled with NO MEAT.
so I move back to moms. youngest sis joins me.
Eventually, we didn't see dad much. he stopped paying maintenence for us, he blew off all his friends, all kind of stuff. But at some point, we figure for christmas as something nice, well go see him.
At first he was happy to see us, until later at christmas, dawn shoves her sausagy finger in asiling (the middle sisters) face and says "Did you know that YOUR mother did this that and the other"
Me, not wanting crying and screaming on christmas day, said "look guys it's not important right now, let's just.."
the room exploded. the entire house is shouting and screaming at us, the entire house, ((lots of people there due to christmas))
Adam (the dad) screaming at aisling (the middles sister) "YOU'RE my daughter! I expected better form you!"
We are both in our rooms in tears, they move move to the bottom of the stairs, hurling abuse at us, and saying to the littest "if you want to be an idiot and leave with them, you go, or you can be smart and stay with us"
we were packing our stuff upstairs, we ran away, police picked us up and drove us home, at about 1 am christmas day.
I refuse to speak to adam. They moved to france. They made aisling cry later on on her birthday, and he still makes the littest one, tizzy, who was most loyal to him upset when they try and talk it out, same goes for asiling.
Mom wants to ban all contact.
I do too, but it's father & daughter....what do you do?

2)nightmares. Due to..incidents in my childhood, I have constant nightmares about fires unless I am sleeping with someone ((which for some uggo like me, ain't easy)) I have heard many therapies, you guys got any?

3) As I said, I am not generally liked by men. Not all purdy, I like wierd things ((well, here in england, anime is very very wierd)) sushi, etc. and I wanna be a housewifey kinda person when I grow up..I guess men feel that takes away their man work? xD Anyways~
I tend to jump through hoops a lot for men. like really rediculous bending over backwards to please these guys. Of course, it never works. I am terrible at attracting men. AWFUL.
Tips, girls?

That it for now, I forgot about most if it while I was writing it *Laughs* Sorry it's vague and tl.

Blagh.
Guys in the u.k think I'm wierd. x.x
Cat girls for one hting. I dont know hwat they accept in america, but it I have cat ears on in public I get humiliated. it's awfull.
Sounds like I should just move to america. haha.
and thank you for the compliment. Haha~
But yeah. People in the uk I dont htink would go for that somehow. x.x
But I do see your points. Thank you for you advice. ^_^
My post was so long, I didn't think anyone would really come in here. xD

i find girls who wear cat ears very cute! as long as they wear it well.

I use to go to a convention like that called MFF (midwest fur fest)

i use to walk around in public wearing a full length rat tail o.o

she said cat ears. same dif in my book

Well I don't think your weird. If I was in UK I'd look you up. Its so hard to find a girl with half a brain here in America. They generally are only interested in Twilight and all that other teen girl junk. In my opinion weird is good. I'm a little weird myself. As far as appearance I wouldn't judge if they were philosophical and smart. Unfortunately not too many people like that here. Heck I'm not pleasing to most women either but at least I have philosophy to fall back on. Anyway the point is that if the people in UK aren't a bunch of arrogant bigots then at least one of them will like you for your mind instead of appearance. Just give it time. Besides you girls have it easy. You don't have to ask anyone out most of the time. The first time I asked someone out it took nearly 6months to work up the courage and in the end I was rejected. But I got over it. So just wait. Eventually someone will come along who likes you and if not don't get worked up over it. Perhaps that is God's plan and a partner would only bring you down. The future holds great things and God directs on the path towards them. Who knows you might be a President someday or a famous Philosopher. Fate is good like that. You have your whole life to do something just give it time. That's all I have to say on the matter and for the record I'd go out with you if you lived near me.