MatchBox 20. Good Band.
It's 3 o'clock and two of the best friends I've ever had just walked out of my door and though we had laughs as we always do, reality is beginning to set int that we'll be torn apart soon. One of them is about to go off to the Navy for five years and I have yet to tell him how much of a difference he's made in my life.
The other one isn't leaving, but I've been making my plans to go to college since the sixth grade and staying in Louisiana has never really been an option.
I know the internet is there for a reason, but it will never been the same as them sitting on my carpet telling me random memes and shenanigans. Never be the same as late night sneak outs and taco bell runs.
I'm just scared that once we've broken ties I'll never be able to make friends again. I know it's irrational that no one will want to talk to me, but what if it happens? What if I can't find a bond like that again?
Gah, I'm just scared and it's really early so I'm thinking about things way to hard. I just sort of felt like this was a safe cozy place to post this..they won't see it, so we won't waste time worrying and will instead waste time living and being together.
TL;DR
I'm scared of the future. So very scared.
