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 Posted: Thu Jun 04, 2009 9:46 pm
i need help figureing out who and what i am!
i cant figure out who i am because i hate all love all am strong am weak i can not feal what has bin done 2 me this pain is unbareable
some times i just want 2 put a gun in my mouth and eat sweet relife
i love 2 sin and hate it am i insane i dont know who i am I think im a Mental case because i would love 2 sleeo my whole life. and none of us are special because only celebs are an famous people because it 1 to 100000000000000000000000000000000000000 odds we are special even bigger. i dont know if there is a god or a hell besides earh . id like 2 take medican 2 clench the pain inside. if there is a god has he foraken us..........................................................................
y hesat8 2 think that way. there no simpathy for the dead. i think im dead beecause i can bearly feal emotion and i always feal light headed and sleepy. so sleep 2 me is suicide or death. but if i sleep i can never awake. some times its like i walk with shadows. i think i am one of the walking dead. i would love it if some one ended my life.enternal happieness an enternal sleep. But im very romantic and i have a question would u rather loose ur life or loose your life...?
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Posted: Mon Jun 08, 2009 4:49 pm
Simple.
Your confused.
When theres a fork in the road.
you go down one way.
but constantly think about what lies on the other side.
thats pretty much what I can gather form that little speech.. most of which I couldn't read (no offense.. I cant read Txt Tlk well >>)
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Posted: Fri Jun 12, 2009 5:11 pm
well...just be yourself..i mean i skateboard and do ballet, im american and my religion is from japan, yes i picked my own religion...so my advice is just dont try to do something, like just if you woke up and your hair was messy and you didnt care but ppl wuld give u crap about it, then simply do what u wuld want...im not sure if tht helps >~<
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Posted: Fri Jun 19, 2009 2:34 pm
dude, ur just falling into the darkness...i was like that two years ago....all u need to do, is find someone to ancor u back to reality. and find sumethin that u like, a hobby or sumethin......>.>
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 7:36 am
Why should I give my valuble advice to someone who cant spell or talk right? =/
-sigh- But Im a nice person so I will tell you what I really think.
Your not crazy to start with. And it seems as if we need to find the root of the problem. If you dont tell us why you feel this way, then your not going to get very good advice. So. To find out what and who you are you must find that wich is confusing you. You feel that love is pointless, that you would be better off to be lost in deaths sweet embrace, and you like to sin.
Sin. This is what is bothering me. For me to touch on this subject I must know what kind of sins you are commiting. Also riddle me this. Do you sin as an act of mockery to God, or is it just the feeling and thought of doing something bad that could possibly affect others that you enjoy?
Im sory but I cannot give a full analysis of your situation with out more information. And please, learn how to write like a normal human being, just because your confused doesnt mean we have to strain to read your words.
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Posted: Tue Jun 23, 2009 8:15 am
Honestly, I just think its a matter of him not having a RL relationship with someone of the opposite Sex.
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Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2009 3:36 am
this is how i fell back into reality:
I was at witts end, pretty much suicidal...everything was a repeat, and I wanted it to be over. I put everything into my music, which helped some...then I hanged out with some people at a card shop/kicked there butt...and became friends. I couldnt trudt people, and I still cant, because of my evil dad...but still...I started to be close friends with this guy named Brandan...and I pretty much got pulled out of my little darkness...but now I'm almost back into it, scince he just randomly dissapeared...and wont anser his phone...the kids at school would verbally torment me, the teachers falling for their lies...and all the more thinking I'm insane, because of my rough past, and lack of trust....this year, I'm just gonna not deal with it. I'm a violinist, and I"m proud of it. I'm going to make concert mistress for the entire year, and I wont mop up the old concert master's tears when I crush him...and when anyone trys to annoy me, I'll just crank my Ipod up...because I'm not gonna take any of there bull...but I'm pretty much going through a Identity Crisis, because I just recently figured out that I'm a kunoichi, and my bloodline is almost eating me inside out...and once it's done with me, it's going to take total control of me....which is why I"m in pain most of the time. what I mean by, 'Eating' is recking my soul, and slowly taking control. The worst part is: when my bff asked me if I trusted her, I was honest and said no...then she said what did she do wrong that made me NOT trust her...and I said nothing, I just can't trust people...and she never figured it out...and I want it to stay that way.
Dude, just find something to occupy yourself that you enjoy, find someone you want to help you out of it, someone you can talk to...and get yourself out-and quick too!!!!
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Posted: Wed Jul 15, 2009 7:26 am
sandygirllol this is how i fell back into reality: I was at witts end, pretty much suicidal...everything was a repeat, and I wanted it to be over. I put everything into my music, which helped some...then I hanged out with some people at a card shop/kicked there butt...and became friends. I couldnt trudt people, and I still cant, because of my evil dad...but still...I started to be close friends with this guy named Brandan...and I pretty much got pulled out of my little darkness...but now I'm almost back into it, scince he just randomly dissapeared...and wont anser his phone...the kids at school would verbally torment me, the teachers falling for their lies...and all the more thinking I'm insane, because of my rough past, and lack of trust....this year, I'm just gonna not deal with it. I'm a violinist, and I"m proud of it. I'm going to make concert mistress for the entire year, and I wont mop up the old concert master's tears when I crush him...and when anyone trys to annoy me, I'll just crank my Ipod up...because I'm not gonna take any of there bull...but I'm pretty much going through a Identity Crisis, because I just recently figured out that I'm a kunoichi, and my bloodline is almost eating me inside out...and once it's done with me, it's going to take total control of me....which is why I"m in pain most of the time. what I mean by, 'Eating' is recking my soul, and slowly taking control. The worst part is: when my bff asked me if I trusted her, I was honest and said no...then she said what did she do wrong that made me NOT trust her...and I said nothing, I just can't trust people...and she never figured it out...and I want it to stay that way. Dude, just find something to occupy yourself that you enjoy, find someone you want to help you out of it, someone you can talk to...and get yourself out-and quick too!!!! You just said in the other forum you have no tiem to date Everyone wants to date you your so popular And you never have time to chill Wtf? : If your life is so perfect, and you have so many guys that want to date you, then why the ******** are they abusing you >_> Please, dont make false stories. because, one of those 2 were false.
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Posted: Mon Aug 24, 2009 7:15 am
Gshadow1861 i need help figureing out who and what i am! i cant figure out who i am because i hate all love all am strong am weak i can not feal what has bin done 2 me this pain is unbareable some times i just want 2 put a gun in my mouth and eat sweet relife i love 2 sin and hate it am i insane i dont know who i am I think im a Mental case because i would love 2 sleeo my whole life. and none of us are special because only celebs are an famous people because it 1 to 100000000000000000000000000000000000000 odds we are special even bigger. i dont know if there is a god or a hell besides earh . id like 2 take medican 2 clench the pain inside. if there is a god has he foraken us.......................................................................... y hesat8 2 think that way. there no simpathy for the dead. i think im dead beecause i can bearly feal emotion and i always feal light headed and sleepy. so sleep 2 me is suicide or death. but if i sleep i can never awake. some times its like i walk with shadows. i think i am one of the walking dead. i would love it if some one ended my life.enternal happieness an enternal sleep. But im very romantic and i have a question would u rather loose ur life or loose your life...? dont worry dude ehehe^^ we have d same issue~~ the way you can cope with the problem is that i hold on to something..(kinda like a security blanket x3) I am currently holding on to someone.(am in a long-distance relationship) he helps me understand these kind of things...even though he hasnt experienced this..he already know what to do^^.. soo d solution to the problem(evnthough temporary) is to keep urself busy!!! you cant just sit in a corner and wishing to die..!!! or look for a special friend whom you can pour all ur pain and sadness to... and P.S We all dont know who we really ARE~~ its just a matter of choosing which path to choose~
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