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Hello. I will post from my real life, to my life on Runescape, to my life on
Ventrilo(a program used for talking to other people using a microphone). I
will not give out the vent info's because that would be against the TOS. I
know for the most part none of you care about my life but just letting it
out will help me deal with any stress. Also feel free to reply to this and tell
me anything you like because I am always willing to help. The following
will be an up to date summary on my life.

Current info (Last Edited: 6/6/09):

Real Life:

My name is Nathan. I live in Maine, United States(not saying more). I am
15. My dad left me when I was 5. I did great in school in till the last few
years. I like to Program. I like to hang out with friends. I have 1 really
good friend in real life. Her name is Kim. She is the an awesome person
and even though she is overly sarcastic she knows when to care. I have
another really good friend online. Her name is Emma. We are currently
going out and I love her more then anyone in the world. She lives in
England. I couldn't have asked for a better girlfriend.


Runescape:

My username is "Raylour". My old account was hacked. I am currently a
fishing a cooking pure.


Alright well i don't expect any one to read this but I can always hope. I
will post on here regularly. Hopefully.

Hey, if there is anything I can do to help, please tell me. <3 Nice to see you again.

Date: 6/8/09
Topic: Real Life

Hey. I've talked to Emma and I have gotten my mind off whatever was
upsetting me. I was never able to really figure it out but oh well. So today I
had school. Got my Career Dev. grade up from a C to a B+. Now I can fail
the final in that class miserably and still pass xd Got my Geometry grade up
to a 69 semester average. Need a 74 on that final to pass. A little worried
because I have forgotten some of it. Also I ******** up my Government grade
so I need to do good on that final too. Well as soon as I got home I talked to
Emma. She always makes me happy mrgreen She was half asleep but oh
well, i didn't mind. Talked to Fusion89k(another guy on a vent) about why
this b***h Brittney wasn't banned and apparently some one told another
admin that Fusion told them to tell that admin to unban Brittney. Yah hard to
follow and to make matters worse that guy is still an admin. Well now I'm
probably going to talk to Emma and a few other people after I post a short
Runescape journal. Well for those reading, thank you.

Date: 6/10/09
Topic: Real Life

Hey sorry I didn't post yesterday. There was nothing really worth while to
post. Today though. Haha today was fun. Alright First I finished my racing
game in visual basic. That was fun. Though unfortunately the computer is
impossible to beat. Then after I went to career development. We were bored
there so Kim decided to paint my nails. After that she put a bow in my hair
surprised oh well xd It was funny. So I ended up walking around school like that
all day. Showing off my amazing nails. blaugh Thought the gay comments
were unnecessary... I'm straight... Any way waiting for Emma to start
talking. Talk to you all later.

Date: 6/16/09
Topic: Real Life

Wow... a lot has happened. There are somethings I wont say and
somethings I will add in later. Alright lets start with Saturday. I did a s**t
ton of yard work followed by a walk in the woods. In the woods the Odd
Fellows Home, a nursing home near where I live, set up this thing in the
woods with a bunch of paths and it was decorated with many things. From
animals to tombstones, creepy. Well after that I went deeper into the
woods. I hit this clearing. And standing on the other end was a coyote. It
seemed to have some design on its coat that made it look foxish. It was
defiantly a coyote though. Then it chased me. I grabbed the stick I was
using to help clear some paths and the things stopped. It went into the
woods and slowly started walking on the edge towards me. I saw it was in
the woods and would be slowed and booked it. I got to a nearby road and
looked back. It was gone. I guess I wasn't worth it. Well since then I took
my last 3 finals. Passed all of them. Now I don't have to retake geometry!!!
Alright now for the part that is still eating at me. I've talked to Emma
today. Things haven't gone great lately. I showed her this journal/blog
thingy. I figured that would be the best way to show her how I feel. She
was shocked that I wrote about her. I can't say all the problems. They're to
personal to put on here. Please respect that. I will say we are trying to
work it out. I will do anything to fix it. I feel for her more then I have felt
for anyone else and the fact that it might end soon kills me inside.

P.S. Also one more thing will be added later.