When one goes, how you say, nerd/geek/gamer on me I can't do anything but simply stare in a sort of 'aw struck manner. It isn't that I cannot comprehend or have not known these things before, it is just I have never been more aroused in my life. Something is wrong with me.
Not exactly the normal thing to get all hot and botherd about. And truely not something to get THAT hot and botherd about.
It seems the odd things attract me. A scent, a taste, a touch. The way a guy moves, stands, carries himself. The muscles of a back, hip bones, the neck, ears, and mouth. I adore lips, great teeth, and my god if he has peircings or tattoos he's in. Sounds all rather normal, or not to odd I know but seems odd to me. (And god forbid if the man is brilliant, attractive, nerdy and spins fire)

Other then that it's my weight, I know I know, if I want to lose weight then I should get off my a** and do something about it. I should eat right, stop moping, stop whining about it and do something.
I eat fine most of the time, and motivation is hard to come by.

I'm 21 now aye, feels a bit odd. I've no job, no car, and I take care of my mother. I might look into getting paid for the state to do the thigns I already do. The cleaning, errands, taking her to the doctors, getting her perscriptions and things of that like.

Idk..small rant with nothing really important included