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 Posted: Wed Jun 24, 2009 12:27 am
Okay, so I'm in love with this man.
Hey, when I put it that way it doesn't sound so bad. Hell, It sounds almost healthy!
Alas. No, I keep telling myself I shouldn't be in love with this man. For one, he's about 20 years older than me and OH and the biggie, he's married. He'd never return the feelings, yet there it is. I keep telling myself that I don't actually love him, that it's [psychoanalytic bullshit] but I'm not buying it.
Apart from the devastating reality, I spent an entire year thinking up ways to tell him, I figured he had a right to know. An entire year. I got the chance and what did I do? Shook his ******** hand, turned my back and walked out the goddamn door, quite possibly forever.
And now I'm going to feel like absolute s**t for a few months and I'll always regret it.
Okay, I just needed to vent. I'm gonna go vomit about something else now.
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Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 10:54 am
Ouch... sorry to hear that... nothing like the pain of an unrequinted love...
Why won't you be able to talk to him anymore? One of you moving out of town? out of the country?
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LightninConventionMastery
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Posted: Thu Jun 25, 2009 5:54 pm
Ruisu Serude Ouch... sorry to hear that... nothing like the pain of an unrequinted love...
Why won't you be able to talk to him anymore? One of you moving out of town? out of the country?
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