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todays the day i get the results back to find out if i have or will have cancer or not. so please say a prayer, burn a candle, cross your fingers or do whatever you do in hopes that im ok. i will try and let you all know as soon as i can but i will be honest if its bad news i might need time to deal and it might be awhile before i feel up to sharing with the world. thanx to everyone whose shown thier support and wish me luck.

well its good news and bad news. i have hpv type 18 it is a cancer causing type but when she did the biopsy she says she took the whole area that was affected. so its possable that now my body will just go back to normal. its also possible that it will come back or they didnt get all of the affected areas and it could progress. so i have to go back every 6 months to see. but hey right now i dont have cancer just a cancer causing desease. meaning it can cause cancer but it doesnt always. for anyone interested this is the medical stuff. hpv type 18, lsil, cin 1, mild displasia. i found a pic that explains what it means kinds. if your interested go to http://www.prn.org/images/uploads/Palefsky-fig1.jpg i think you can just click on that and it will take you if not just copy and paste. thanx guys for everything!!!