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 Posted: Sun Jul 19, 2009 5:10 pm
Dear Diary,
I have a major crush on someone that only Ambra knows about.. She may think it's wrong because she tends to be single minded.... But I love Ambra and she is an awesome friend and I trust her with my life and secret. I am glad that my Gaia brother stood in Gaia because I was pretty sad. He seems to love the guild a lot and it shows since he seems to be busy trying to keep up with the guild and not be late on anything but he forgot about the other guild that we was in but it doesn't matter. It's okay
Brenda Lee
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Posted: Fri Jul 24, 2009 5:00 am
Dear Diary,
I had a dream about someone and my grandma in real....
I don't know what to say to it though... It was a dream that when it first starts out I am walking with my grandma in my old big house down the basement to the garage and into our back yard and I find my self am following her.
I followed her to our old hammock (since we moved down to Florida we now have a apt) and we sit there rocking and she smiles at me and then the scene about the someone came in and I was talking to him but all the words are a blur now. Then my grandma scene came into picture and I was following her again down the stairs into the basement out the garage door outside in the backyard on the hammock once again. this time she said I was going to die soon. (my grandma had passed away so she is no longer with me this is why its creepy)I said okay grandma and she just smiled. Oh now I remember what I had said....I told her about my crush and how I wasn't able to be with him.... So then the someone scene came in and I told him I was going to die and he was really sad and so, I just sat next to him to comfort him. Then the scene with my grandma came in and same routine. But this time she had told me I had died now and so i went back to the someone and had made out with him..... he was crying as we made out (my crush) and I told him something (which this time I sure forgot but if I remember I will so update this) and then my grandma scene came in again same routine and this time she took me to the hammock and she left me there to think and I told her not to leave me alone and she said your on your own and I told her what if I get in trouble by grandpa and she said don't worry your not going to get into trouble and I said okay and I just laid there rocking, then I woke up Brenda Lee
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xXx AF-1-BB xXx Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 24, 2009 5:11 am
Dear Diary,
I enjoy my time talking in the phone with Ambra...... Ha ha my time talking to her proved to me that she at times has weird moments and she talks so kawaii and I love it ha ha. We have so much in common it's not even funny but I giggle at the fact we do. We talk so much and we actually have something to say. I hate when I am doing something when I want to hear what she say but I am so into what I am doing and I can not put it aside but, for Ambra next time I will. So far I am very close to her and we just met like a week or so but, what can I say. She is the sheet and I am glad to be her friend. We do have moments where we end up asking each other weird questions ha ha. I mean I have more to say to her then any of my real friends which is apparently telling you that she is fun to talk with. This chick is funny, she is hilarious, and she makes up weird crap but she is funny and I always end up literally ROFLing all the way and when I think about it I still am. I love Ambra (no homo) and if anyone was to mess with her I will fawking bite there head off.
Brenda lee
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Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 5:39 am
Dear Diary,
I had a new dream last night..... very strange if you ask me. I didn't think my dreams would seem so real but then again it was about my crush. Since I live a double life on Gaia, my crush had forgotten about the recent account I am using....might end up being my only account ha ha jk. My best friend Namiko (Ambra) knows about that account, and we talk in it.... But, back to the dream....:/ stalling. My dream was about:
My crush was reading something from this book teaching people.....@_@ I do not know why... But, anyways both my avi was displayed in this dream and this time he had gotten use to the recent avi I had and he would smile at her... Then I decided not to pay attention to him on (okay getting confused since this avi is the original let it be A the other avi my second creation B) A... He didn't seem to like that.... But then I was also wrong at where he was looking at... he came up to me and he kissed me well my avi A.... And I was so frustrated.. But his avi kissed me and so then after that I wanted to get him back for making people stare at me. So then the real me got up and KISSED him in the LIPS because he kissed my avi in the lips. He didn't know what to do and began to blush and he started to look at the book and read like a robot @_@ weird a bit.....Why is that???Brenda Lee
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