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 Posted: Tue Jul 21, 2009 4:43 am
And I feel i'm strong enough to take this alone; IDK; I feel like I have no actual point in life? I recently failed college, for a second year - And now i'm left waiting for an answer whether or not i'll be accepted to try a different course, on the outside I take it like
"Hey I'm Capn, swivel yea 8D"
But inside it hurts.
I have alot of expectations to live up to, it's always
"Your brother did this"
Or
"Your brother didn't have the chance to do this" And I find myself just clawing at what i've got left in life
All my friends have reverted to drugs too; So, my social life has crumbled to s**t because I refuse to leap on the bandwagon and watch myself waste away, so in turn I merely sit here, doing nothing?
And maybe i'm too much of a d**k? I mean, I like to think that chivalry is still alive, I try to actually live my life being a gentleman; And you guys might not be able to ACTUALLY wrap your head around that, because i'm always like "You're a c**t 8D" But, no, I do that, because I feel that we can joke about enough; Or that I actually hate you that much >>; But yea; My friend cheated on his girlfriend; And I straight up ******** told him he was a pig and a shame to men around the world - I was shunned and told that I was the bad person, thus leading to me losing one of my few friends who weren't THAT much of a druggy.
Do I really have to turn to drugs to reclaim my friends? They meant alot to me, but i've always sworn myself to not do drugs. I guess i'd kinda live my life alone until someone came along, but how long will that be? I feel like i've abandoned all I believe in if I go and take drugs - And I realise alot of you will be like
"WELL I DO/DID. AND I'M AWESOME 8D" But IDK, that's you, IDK, you might be an awesome person, but did you do it against your will?
Eh..Capn hates ranting, but it's been bugging him alot lately and, TBH, keeping him awake at night, I guess I just want some advice from people experienced in life other than my druggy friends who are like
"YEA MAN, COME INJECT THIS s**t, IT'S GOOD"
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Posted: Tue Jul 21, 2009 7:10 am
I think most everyone hits a point in life where they just don't know what to do anymore. You just have to work through it. <3
Do your friends really pressure you about doing drugs? :/ That's just s**t man. I grew up straight edge, but always had friends who smoked pot or occasionally tripped on acid. They always understood and let me be. Now I do smoke pot occasionally, but because I like to from time to time. Not being forced. I think it's utter BS to try to force someone into that s**t. Completely.
And wtf, you're automatically a douche because you're a good person? What is wrong with these people? Capn, you need some new friends man.
CLEARLY YOU NEED TO MOVE TO THE US AND HANG WITH ME. D:< <3
But really, you really are awesome. You just gotta hang in there, as cliché advice as that is. I'm sure you'll find a way. <3333333
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Posted: Tue Jul 21, 2009 7:30 am
I wish I could add more to what Bio said, but I can't.
We all get to that point in our lives where you feel kinda useless.
Hell I've felt like that for a while now. But hold out for just a bit, you never know what's around the corner
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Posted: Tue Jul 21, 2009 8:08 am
Biohazardous Lollipop
I think most everyone hits a point in life where they just don't know what to do anymore. You just have to work through it. <3
Do your friends really pressure you about doing drugs? :/ That's just s**t man. I grew up straight edge, but always had friends who smoked pot or occasionally tripped on acid. They always understood and let me be. Now I do smoke pot occasionally, but because I like to from time to time. Not being forced. I think it's utter BS to try to force someone into that s**t. Completely.
And wtf, you're automatically a douche because you're a good person? What is wrong with these people? Capn, you need some new friends man.
CLEARLY YOU NEED TO MOVE TO THE US AND HANG WITH ME. D:< <3
But really, you really are awesome. You just gotta hang in there, as cliché advice as that is. I'm sure you'll find a way. <3333333
And you don't know how much i'd ******** love to xD
I am HIGHLY tempted to get some cash saved up and take like two months off next year and just tour America; And work as I go n' s**t.
And i'll do my best ^^
Psy - TY; And yea. Maybe it's just the summer in the way, it's such a useless two month-odd period of time.
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Posted: Tue Jul 21, 2009 12:35 pm
There is nothing wrong with turning around and trying something new in life, with the whole college thing.
Your friends are crap if they're trying to pressure you into doing drugs. You needa remind them that you can have a good time without being high.
My family is like "You're our last hoppeee!" because all of my siblings pretyt much ******** up in life. gonk It's really rough trying to live up to parental expectations. heart
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Posted: Thu Jul 23, 2009 1:57 am
Same as what the others said but i say come to london its colser and you have me and hayley cool
I know that feeling of not doing well at scvhool then waiting nervously to find out what you can do next, it gets better tho dude. you may not even get the result you hope fr but trust me it will work out, as your your freinds they suck, we are way to alike in the trying to be a good person thing and i admite i anm an epic fail of a guy for cheating on my ex but that was i met Hayley but hey if they think your that much of a bad person for saying that there not a good enoght person for you to be freinds with.......... it they get that upset with you over something they cant see is true........
ok i'm ranting now
see what you did and i bet there like 7098707550245 spelling mistakes.
oh well
smile Capn
And go listen to some Steel panther or some Awsomtastic s**t. free bird might go well down now i think
dooooooodododododoooooooooodododoooodododoooodoooooooo
Oh and at least your avi looks snazzy in that new vest xD
It wasn't me honest
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Posted: Thu Jul 23, 2009 5:46 am
FRANKIE SAYS RELAX.
Nah, but seriously, life isn't fair. Obviously sometimes it seems like there will never be any greener pastures, but on that same note living with an acceptance of nothingless isn't the way either. Obviously if you've gone to college for 2+ years and you're willing to go back again, it shows that you're willing to better yourself, which is more than can be said for most. And worst case scenario, perhaps there's someone at the college who you can talk to and be like "Yeah, I'm really looking to get in again, gimme a chance."
Just be strong in your convictions; please don't slip into drugs, dude.
*Ubterbute Fuve*
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Posted: Fri Jul 24, 2009 4:14 am
I can't add much to what everyone else said.
They've hit all the major points, but for emphasis I will as well.
1. Shitty are friends are shitty if they expect you to do drugs/be a d**k in order to fit in. Not a problem with, clearly a malfunction in their brains.
2. We all have different things to aspire to. ******** it if you aren't like your siblings. It is cause you aren't them and you were not meant to live your life like them. You'll find YOUR thing and you'll shine.
3. Having convictions is something rare and to see you stick by them is amazing. Don't ever feel bad about that. Ever.
4. You'll get out of your slump because it seems like you really care. You've got will power obviously, rely on it.
If none of that helps you can remember that you've got a pant meltin' voice and could probably sell s**t to a toilet with it. ;'D
That and our Jovi wedding man. Remember the Jovi.
I am here to chat always if you need. Srsly.
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Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2009 8:22 am
8D TY GUIZ <3
And Crim; I am highly tempted to move out - I've been thinking about it for about a year now; I had a bunch of friends who were gonna get a 4 bedroom'd flat with me, but it fell through.
But uh; I'll let you guys know if I move up your way.
Doughy - <3 TY You are a real confidence booster to me. And ILU for that.
Amish - And I won't slip into drugs, it's not worth it ^^ And yea, i'm willing to do these things, but, i'm kinda having my doubts after two years of failure >>
Panique - Oh I do; And that's why I spend most of my time at home. Alone >_>; There really are about 3 - 4 people I know as friends, who aren't doing drugs.
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