Ugh, guys, I may not show it alot, but lately, I feel useless, and trapped.
I've been home from college for what, almost 5 months and I have nothing to show for it. I need find a job, but I'm too lazy to do so.
I can't find anything worthwhile in this go-nowhere town, but I can't just up and move somewhere else with no money, as much as I'd like to.
But I just don't want to start working and then end up missing out on things.
It seems like its hard enough to keep up with friends on here and with a job, I worry you guys'll start to drift away from me.
I know I need a job, but every time my mom tells me to go out and find one, it's like nails on a chalkboard.
I want to get out of here and enjoy my freedom for a bit longer. I realize 20 is still kinda young, and I'll have plenty of time to do as I please in the future, but I always wonder, "what if I end up too busy with my career?"
I dunno, I just wanted to get that out there.
I'm not really stressed(thankfully), I just had this on my mind.
I don't seem to talk to alot of you guys, at least in a serious conversation, and I wish I did.
I've been home from college for what, almost 5 months and I have nothing to show for it. I need find a job, but I'm too lazy to do so.
I can't find anything worthwhile in this go-nowhere town, but I can't just up and move somewhere else with no money, as much as I'd like to.
But I just don't want to start working and then end up missing out on things.
It seems like its hard enough to keep up with friends on here and with a job, I worry you guys'll start to drift away from me.
I know I need a job, but every time my mom tells me to go out and find one, it's like nails on a chalkboard.
I want to get out of here and enjoy my freedom for a bit longer. I realize 20 is still kinda young, and I'll have plenty of time to do as I please in the future, but I always wonder, "what if I end up too busy with my career?"
I dunno, I just wanted to get that out there.
I'm not really stressed(thankfully), I just had this on my mind.
I don't seem to talk to alot of you guys, at least in a serious conversation, and I wish I did.
