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 Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:13 pm
Who: Noel and Em
Where: In front of the mess hall
When: Midnight (day cool
Noel sat on the front porch of the mess hall letting his legs dangle. His keytar was in hand and he was idly pressing keys. The mod wasn't really playing anything or trying to sound good... honestly he came out here because he believed no one else would be in front of the mess hall. The confessional cam was rigged up with a trap so he couldn't go there.
No it was just him and the stars. -Sigh-
He slammed his palm of his hand on all the keys at once. Thank god that Keytar was turned off because the sound would not have been pleasant.
To any on looking eyes it would seem the mod was struggling with inner demons. But no.. What he was thinking about was how the hell were Lucifer and him gonna stop all the Anti - Christ deer. This was going to be a huge project to save all their souls.
Deer lord. -pun'd-
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:16 pm
Em stumbled through the dark, hoping the messhall was still open. She'd forgotten to eat dinner and was starving. Clutched tight in her hands was her sketchbook, she rarely left the cabin without it these days. She saw a figure sitting on the steps and looked uneasy.
"H-hello?" her walking slowed as she walked nearer the figure, her head tilted to the side.
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:19 pm
Noels ears flicked at the familiar voice. He knew that voice... EM? He hadn't seen her in a while. The mod nearly fell backwards.
"E-Em?" He blinked through his red tinted sunglasses. Was this really Em or a ghost. The keytar relaxed on its sling across his shoulder as he adjusted his glasses to make sure he wasn't seeing anything....
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:23 pm
She got a little closer, "O-oh, Noel!" she smiled and quickened her pace towards him, "I was afraid you were a ghost or a shark or something."
She approached him, still smiling and sat down next to him. She sighed happily, loosing her grip on her sketchbook, feeling much more relaxed.
She closed her eyes, leaning her head on his shoulder, "I haven't seen you in a while, how have you been, baby?"
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:27 pm
Oh. Crap. Awkward. Not that he minded Em's head on his shoulder. No, he liked that and he liked her but his heart was invested in someone else. Oh god. Noel tensed.
"Sharks are pretty sweet actually...? " He laughed nervous. It was clear he was hiding something on his mind but he had no idea how he was going to spill the beans to Em. Noel was terrible at lying though and he couldn't live a lie.
The mod closed his eyes, his fingers massaging his temples. ********>
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:31 pm
Em frowned, leaning up to look at him, "Got a headache?" she tilted her head, "and... don't sharks eat Audio?" She pulled back a little, her brow furrowed, "I-is something wrong?"
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Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 8:34 pm
Noel felt his heart sink. He was a deer caught in head lights. No matter how evil the creatures were they always froze in head lights... according to media.
He really couldn't break her heart right now could he? No, he couldn't he really liked Em. Tears started to build up behind his eyes. OH GOD, no! The mod couldn't start to cry right now.
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Posted: Wed Jul 29, 2009 4:56 pm
Em reached out a hand, placing it on his cheek, "A-are you okay Noel?" she frowned, concerned about him.
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Posted: Wed Jul 29, 2009 6:31 pm
The hand on his cheek was enough to make the mod jolt back to reality. She really liked him and was concerned and oh god. He liked her too but liked someone else more. His heart sank more. God, how was he gonna say it? How could he say it? It would break her, but, at the same time he owed her the truth. No sense in living a lie.
"Em," He removed her hand from his cheek and held it. "I... I ..... " Tears weld up behind those perfect eyes. "I don't want to break your heart." Sigh.
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Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 6:47 am
She tilted her head, scooting closer, "Wh-what do you mean, Johnny?" she put her other hand on his.
She was worried now, very worried. But this time the worry wasn't for him, it was for herself.
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Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 1:17 pm
Noel shook his head and tried to swallow what he was about to say. Why did break ups have to suck so bad. Though, the two weren't boy friend and girl friend , Noel still felt like he was cutting something very near and dear away from him.
"I'm trying to say," God what was he trying to say. What the hell was he trying to say. He faced her with his eyes now full with dread. This was it. This had to be it. Em didn't deserve to be lied to no matter how bad he wanted to run away and flail his arms. She needed to know. Noel couldn't lie to her.
"I like you Em..." Noel swallowed... this was it.. "I just don't think I can ever fully give you my heart... There's someone else... And even if I don't fully understand him or know if he likes me .. I can't lie, I really like him. Its not fair to you if I go making out with you while I'm only thinking of him."
His face grew serious and the tears stopped. He needed to say this to her. She was gonna hate him, but Noel would rather that then give her false hope... Tears started to stain his cheek again.
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Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 5:45 pm
Em opened and closed her mouth, shocked. Her head lowered as the tears formed in her eyes, hoping dearly that he wouldn't see them. She wanted him to be happy, not like this, sad and hurt.
She took in a deep shuddering voice, she bit her lip and looked up, "I... I... I understand. Y-you're right, it wouldn't be fair to me or he," she caught herself, "him." She rested her head on his shoulder for a moment, biting her lip.
"I-it's not like this kinda stuff hasn't happened before, you deserve to be happy," she looked up and gave him a weak smile, "a-and, I mean, we can still be friends, right?"
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Posted: Thu Jul 30, 2009 5:59 pm
Noel was surprised , yet not surprised with her reaction. He'd expected tears, yes, but he hadn't expected her to be alright with him having a crush on a boy. Usually this resulted in him being smacked and or shunned. Her head on his shoulder was a shock.
Still, the boy felt awful as he sat there with Em's head on his shoulder. He hadn't made it offical but it felt like the same throbbing raw pain break ups usually end in.
"Th-thank you Em." He closed his eyes and stroked her hair some. The boy was trying to comfort her.
Sure Noel was oblivious but he wasn't so bad right now that he couldn't tell that Em was a little torn up about this like him. No one was alright after hard news like this.
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