Alot of confuions going ons in meh head.

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Every day is filled w/doubts for me. R teh peoples online rly meh friends, or sum sceez of an old fart w/web cam? Is my mom rly in luv w/all teh men she sleeps w/or is she in it for all teh babehs? Is meh daddeh ever gonna get out of his hole? Am I rly going to succeed in life and be teh person everyone believes meh to be???? confused
Is there rly a heaven or hell or is there an infinaty of darkness awaiting us all????

So tell me "friends", I know there's many more doubts for meh, these are only a few, so I know you must have tons. Post them here. It'll give me something else to focus on.

 

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When ur life is as hard as mine wat r u supposed 2 do? i've been raised around drugs, acohol, and abuse. and ppl think i wouldnt be influenced by this stuff. everyday i try my hardest 2 keep moving foward. every time i keep trying 2 smile when i want to break down and cry.

i've been beatin' so bad i've had to go 2 the hospital. started smoking when i was 10. had my first drink of beer when i was 9. and now imma bout 2 turn 15 my ife isnt turning in the rite direction.

there's so many more things i want to say but i've been judged about the rest, so imma keep it simple. and this a lil bit of wats going on in my life...
 

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-hugs- ;}