As the title implies, my heart hurts.
And no, not like I'm having a heart attack or anything.
But I've had this one guy friend for a little over 2 years now. And he used to be my bestest guy friend. But then we dated for a little while and he broke up with me.
That was back in April. But we were still alright friends, not anything as close as we used to be. But we started getting more distant from each other, more like acquaintances then friends. And even though I probably seemed like a b***h, I was happy we were still talking.
Then I was about to go on a really long trip the day after my birthday and I texted him in the morning telling him that I love him. I've told him this several hundreds of times, even after the breakup. And I meant it.
I do really love him.
But when I told him that he told me to leave him alone. So I did for about 2 or 3 weeks. But I accidentally sent him a forwarding text today and he told me I need to apologize to his girlfriend who he is now dating.
I should probably mention he liked to get pretty touchy feely with me even though he had a girlfriend.
So I agreed to apologize to his girlfriend for telling him I love him.
He says we shouldn't talk anymore. He blocked my phone number and deleted me off every friends list I was on of his online. And no, this wasn't an internet relationship.
We go to different schools, and we don't live all that close. So I might not ever see him or talk to him again.
I still love him, even though he hurt my heart.
I posted this in this guild because you guys seem so nice and accepting.
Sorry to write so much. I understand if it's TL/DR
And no, not like I'm having a heart attack or anything.
But I've had this one guy friend for a little over 2 years now. And he used to be my bestest guy friend. But then we dated for a little while and he broke up with me.
That was back in April. But we were still alright friends, not anything as close as we used to be. But we started getting more distant from each other, more like acquaintances then friends. And even though I probably seemed like a b***h, I was happy we were still talking.
Then I was about to go on a really long trip the day after my birthday and I texted him in the morning telling him that I love him. I've told him this several hundreds of times, even after the breakup. And I meant it.
I do really love him.
But when I told him that he told me to leave him alone. So I did for about 2 or 3 weeks. But I accidentally sent him a forwarding text today and he told me I need to apologize to his girlfriend who he is now dating.
I should probably mention he liked to get pretty touchy feely with me even though he had a girlfriend.
So I agreed to apologize to his girlfriend for telling him I love him.
He says we shouldn't talk anymore. He blocked my phone number and deleted me off every friends list I was on of his online. And no, this wasn't an internet relationship.
We go to different schools, and we don't live all that close. So I might not ever see him or talk to him again.
I still love him, even though he hurt my heart.
I posted this in this guild because you guys seem so nice and accepting.
Sorry to write so much. I understand if it's TL/DR
