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 Posted: Wed Aug 19, 2009 7:45 pm
I dunno what happened a little bit ago neutral I think I was talking to myself or something and then this happened:
Circling around me
Slowly dizzying
Blurring my vision
And softening my hearing
Where are you?
I know you're there
Please come out
You're scaring me
Simply saying you're being scared
Doesn't solve anything
You think I'm as kind as others?
Such mistakes can cost you and it shall
The mind can't accept these things
Because it doesn't work with its logic
But who really needs logic?
Everything is practically a lie!
Smiles cover up for almost anything
Then why not smile all day long?
Tears are an excuse because you're not strong enough
Anger flares out when things don't work your way
Why should they?
What have you ever done to be given this?
Yes you may say thigns that are only simple, trivial things
But, you know what?
I don't care!
No one ever needed to!
Just to think you're nice
You accept requests from people just to see you have a spot in life
But you never see that you're being used until you find out later
It's always later that beings hate to know
It's a hard thing to ignore or just to let brush by
But when later comes you might crumble
And I'll enjoy that
For there's no need to care about you because no one needs to or has to
Everyone thinks they're special
Only to feel better about themselves
When they can't realize nothing really needs to be
And existence is truly futile
It can't be!
IT CAN'T BE!
Why would this be right?
How can you say such things?
Not everyone is like that!
So you say that now but listen
Everyone has darkness in their heart whether they know it or not
The only true innocence are the babes within a mother's womb
They are untainted and untouched by anything
They are the true innocence of anything and everything
That's true but still!
But still what?
You still want to know the ungratifying truth?
Just go
I don't want to see you in this lifespan
Because you don't have to be within it
I could kill you now
And no one will know until months later
Why be afraid of Death when life is harder?
-kill-
It's incredibly long for once although it's like 2 people talking......
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Posted: Thu Aug 20, 2009 7:22 am
Drugs are bad
That's messed up XD
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Posted: Thu Aug 20, 2009 9:08 am
sounds like conversations I have with myself...
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Posted: Thu Aug 20, 2009 12:56 pm
Karak....why were you taking to my brain somehow teltpathically? stare Although those words would only have a great effect on a person if the were alone and lost or with a weak will
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Posted: Thu Aug 20, 2009 4:08 pm
I once spent the whole time after youth group pacing and talking to myself once.
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Posted: Thu Aug 20, 2009 10:05 pm
group? neutral dunno about that but i have been consulting myself time and time again about what would happen after i died as in not where i'd go but what would happen if i died at a certain age and how it'd impact my family
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Posted: Fri Aug 21, 2009 10:03 am
Interesting... drugs are bad, mkay.
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Posted: Sat Aug 22, 2009 5:19 pm
I was never on drugs!!!!!!!!!!!!! gonk
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Posted: Sat Aug 22, 2009 6:30 pm
I know. I'm just kidding around.
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Posted: Mon Aug 24, 2009 8:10 pm
sure about that? stare xd
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Posted: Tue Aug 25, 2009 4:38 pm
Slightly. I don't know you well enough to know 100% whether you were on drugs or not. whee
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Posted: Tue Aug 25, 2009 10:35 pm
well i'm a bit young to start doing drugs and that kinda stuff xp plus i don't need it cause i have more fun than a person actually high xd
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Posted: Thu Aug 27, 2009 7:20 pm
Everyone talks to themselves, right? Like, it's not just me? I mean, I don't have conversations with myself (well, that's debatable, I guess, but not really the point), but everyone kinda gives themselves instructions in their heads and comments about what's going on and stuff, right?
ninja
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Posted: Thu Aug 27, 2009 11:08 pm
yeah but i started talking to myself ever since 7
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