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 Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 2:30 pm
Just Wondering. I know its not any of my business but please do tell...
Mine was from my parents devorse and also my friends pain and i think everything is my fault, so go ahead and so the i dont believe in myself cuase honestly i dont.
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Posted: Sat Sep 05, 2009 3:07 pm
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Posted: Sun Sep 06, 2009 4:12 am
I was left, my best friend left me, I was alone for six painful months of teasing, bullying and being shoved around. My parents argue non-stop and shout at me all the time and expect me to take it. I have two scars. |:
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Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 10:39 am
i feel as though im a burden and mystep father scares the hell outa me when he gets pissed for no reason and shoves it all on me. and my other problems. ((adhd and bipolar.)) dont help. i feel as if im unwanted and just a pain but i dont want to be and i have little friends just cuz im a goth and an emo and it pisses me off and just life hates me. sad
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 3:42 pm
eveything my life sucks so much my friends dont understand me, i dont like life i want to die so bad one day im going to push so far that i really going to kill myself i hate everythimg about life mt parents dont love me they beat me i heart was crush by my ture love everytime i say something to my so called friend i get push away i think im the only ture emo at my school i cant live anymore why does god hate me so much i dont know why someone tell me plx everyone hates me cause im diffent theres is notthing good in my damn life but Gaia DEATH is the only thing i understand i given up on life now i got a gun to my head is my life im sad/bipolor/loney/mad as hell (i dont care anymore)
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 6:33 am
Well for me...
Almost everything...
People just love to hurt me, they seem to enjoy my pain, my friends are backstabbing, my family makes a slave out of me, and my ex... sorry, I can't talk about it anymore...
But thanks to some close friends I'm still alive...
Well that's all I can talk about now...
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2009 9:31 am
my 2 bffs died,by bf leaving me,nd the love of my life is in the arms of someone else.And i have no one to talk to cuz i have no friends and my perants r too busy
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 1:14 pm
i got a bf hopeing he dont leave me and become the 10th to leave me.
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Posted: Thu Sep 17, 2009 7:42 pm
i have a evil stepdad who hits me and also im always gettin yell'd at. and people think im different because of it and it bothers me soo much
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 9:08 pm
when my best friend found a new best friend and i also got kicked in the eye so i guess i got a lot of pain... at least i have other friends to cheer me up :]
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Posted: Wed Sep 23, 2009 9:54 pm
when your friends leave you, when who you love tells you straight up the things that hurt you most, when your treated as a servant, teased, bullied, no one understands you, and your bipolar (which sucks by the way), i dont know about you but for me, im not really happy anymore. in fact, for everytime that i was hurt, every moment of the time that my heart was filled with darkness, there is a warm, fresh drop of blood to go along with it.
wow i feel dark right now, l0l, im not always always sad, i can be happy, when i find my true friends, which i rarely can.
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Posted: Tue Oct 06, 2009 4:49 am
all my friends except like 2 hate me because i started to cut myself and one of the friends i lost had been my friend since kindergarden. then everyone at school kept calling me emo and at first it bothered me but then id just get kinnda pissed and leave then id go home and cut myself. and im always doing stuff wrong, everytime i try to talk to anybody i say something that pisses them off, then they hate me. my parents barely even talk to me except to yell at me. 1 of my friends is starting to hate me because i, again said something wrong. and everyone at school and at home and everything in the world pisses me off. im just always pissed or sad now except when im with 1 of my besties
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Posted: Wed Oct 07, 2009 9:58 pm
I'm the oldest of my family. I have two little sisters. One has asma and I want to have it so she doesn't. One has ocd and turets, she screams, yells hits, thoughs, and hurts. And its always when I talk to her. I have a boyfriend, but I know that his love will not last and he will leave me, everyone does. And that makes me sad. My dad is never home, and my mom is always to bussy with my sisters to even spend time with me. My boyfriend lives in another town so we only get to see eachother three times a months, two of which are at church so we can't hold hands or hug, or anything like that. My grandma who was the only person I could talk to is dating a guy adn I'm afrade that I'll lose her to him.
My sisters hate me, I have no friends, everything I do fails, I have no one to talk to and everyone is leaving me.
My cousins, the closes thing I had to friends, left for hawiia two months ago, and don't talk to me much, they both have more friends than I will ever now. And everything I have is hand me downs from someone..I've never gotten anything that I picked.
And all I want to do is cry and have someone hold me and tell me its okay to cry and that their there, even if its a ley. But the few times I cry no one is there....
I know my life is good. I know that I have a good life, and its nothing compared to all of yours, but...it still makes me sad....it makes me want death....
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Posted: Sun Oct 11, 2009 8:48 pm
It hurts me to not have someone who fully understands me and what I do. Sure, I got friends but I can't tell my secrets to them in fear of them backstabbing me. I've never told how I feel to anybody. I cannot tell my parents my beliefs before they yell at me. My feelings are all bottled up inside me waiting to explode. It doesnt help when I see my parents stressing over how to pay the bills. A year ago , I had a nervous breakdown and I threatened to kill myself and my parents. Funny how it was on Halloween. All the things I do is criticized by mother's family in a bad way. My baby brother is physically disabled and I'm worried about what will happen when my parents aren't here no more. My big brother is always getting mad and shouting profanity at me and my little brother always uses me as his punching bag. The only reason Im alive is because of my little baby brother.
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