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 Posted: Tue Nov 29, 2005 12:15 pm
After blowing up in the face of my sweet little boy i relize im in trouble. i cannot take my meds, THEY wont let me, the assigned driver to bring me to the doctor calledto pick me up, it appeared i was out. i wasnt but i canot go with her, i cant do theese things. and it grows louder the voice of reason, it saying you are becoming what you fear if love still lives within die so your son may live in happiness.
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Posted: Tue Nov 29, 2005 9:12 pm
Wow, it sounds like you need to call an emergency number NOW. Call 911 and ask for an ambulence and the police to take you to the hospital. You need to take care of yourself for your little boy!
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 8:48 am
On top of what Kudzu said: Your son needs you. Things WILL NOT be better for him if you aren't around. He will not just be sad for a bit then get over it and be better off. Your little boy needs his mother, and he needs his mother to be taking care of herself so she can take care of him.
Get yourself the help you need so that you can live well for him and for yourself.
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 8:56 am
I think something up above or below or wheveer heard me last night cause my counsilor called me and i didnt think to screen the call. shes never called before i guess after 3 weeks missing she got concerned..so shes going to be coming here to see me. Man i do not believe in coincidence so im actully alittle freaked out by this, i once spent a period of time thinking i was a vortex on which the story of the world pivoted and im starting to get that feeling again, but taht cant be true or iwouldnt be here. she was a bit stern abot my having to be med complient though... I wish i could make myself take them..i should right now, im going to try, Im currently on a bit of an upswing i should take advantage.
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Posted: Wed Nov 30, 2005 2:48 pm
krimsonnox I think something up above or below or wheveer heard me last night cause my counsilor called me and i didnt think to screen the call. shes never called before i guess after 3 weeks missing she got concerned..so shes going to be coming here to see me. Man i do not believe in coincidence so im actully alittle freaked out by this, i once spent a period of time thinking i was a vortex on which the story of the world pivoted and im starting to get that feeling again, but taht cant be true or iwouldnt be here. she was a bit stern abot my having to be med complient though... I wish i could make myself take them..i should right now, im going to try, Im currently on a bit of an upswing i should take advantage. Yep, my Priestess says, "there ain't no co-ink-i-dinks!" It sounds like you're destined to live for your son! Take those meds! You can do it! Way to go!
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Posted: Thu Dec 01, 2005 2:42 pm
im sorry but personally i think that should tell you right there that you need to seek help as soon as possible i don't know about u but i think you son needs you more than ever and you need to be well enough to be able to help him... go call an emergency number its okay you will get better you just need to want to get better and seek help you son needs you right now do it for him he needs you to be there for him...
** black - nine ninja
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Posted: Mon Dec 05, 2005 7:08 am
You obviously care about your little boy an awful lot, thats one of the most important traits for a parent, one of the most important things in the world. If there's one thing you certainly have to live for then its your son. Remember that.
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Posted: Mon Dec 05, 2005 2:31 pm
I want to let you know i have started on my meds again and my counsilor will be coming for home visits to see me since i have trouble gettting to her. My husband lost his job this week and its been very stressful on us. but we had some very important talks and i feel a little more motivation to work hard at beinghealthy for my family and for myself.
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Posted: Mon Dec 05, 2005 9:16 pm
krimsonnox I want to let you know i have started on my meds again and my counsilor will be coming for home visits to see me since i have trouble gettting to her. My husband lost his job this week and its been very stressful on us. but we had some very important talks and i feel a little more motivation to work hard at beinghealthy for my family and for myself. Way to go with taking your meds and working to be more healthy! I'm sorry about your husband losing his job. I know that can be a huge deal. I hope he gets a better job soon.
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