Why I believe Snape loved Lily, Part 1:
Snape's Worst Memory was *not* all that bad, particularly if you believe Lupin and that same thing happened to a lot of people. It just wasn't that bad, unless something much worse happened after that Harry didn't see.
The author cannot, however, rely on things that aren't shown, so something about that whole scene must be Snape's Worst Memory because JKR hasn't ever lied to us in chapter headings before.
Now, because of the Harry-filter who do we focus on? James. Everything I've ever heard concerning that scene is about James and the other Marauders. This leads me to the conclusion that JKR is deliberatly making us see something else to distract us from what's really important.
What does our constant focus on James and how bad he was lead us away from? Lily. That is the only possible conclusion.
I don't think that Sev really wanted to call her a mudblood, but felt he had to. I do think her telling him to wash his underwear and calling him Snivellus hurt him deeply.
Also, in HBP (which has finally been returned to me while my copy of OotP has gone missing stare ) Dumbledore says:
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"But he did not know-- he had no possible way of knowing-- which boy Voldemort would hunt from then onward, or that the parents he would destroy in his murderous quest were people that Professor Snape knew, that they were your mother and father--"
Harry let out a yell of mirthless laughter.
"He hated my dad like he hated Sirius! Haven't you noticed, Professor, how the people Snape hates tend to end up dead?"
"You have no idea of the remorse Professor Snape felt when he realized how Lord Voldemort had interpreted the prophecy, Harry. I believe it to be the greatest regret of his life and the reason that he returned--"
Harry let out a yell of mirthless laughter.
"He hated my dad like he hated Sirius! Haven't you noticed, Professor, how the people Snape hates tend to end up dead?"
"You have no idea of the remorse Professor Snape felt when he realized how Lord Voldemort had interpreted the prophecy, Harry. I believe it to be the greatest regret of his life and the reason that he returned--"
HBP, US Edition, Page 549
Notice that Dumbledore does not say that Snape didn't hate James. He never once denyed that. He didn't even mention James after Harry did. Also note that he didn't say your parents, as is typical, or your father and mother as he tends to. No, he said your mother and father, and then Harry launches us into a rant about James. Why?
To draw us away from Lily.
Hm...makes you think doesn't it?
