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 Posted: Sat Oct 10, 2009 6:11 pm
Not to do with being a parent....
I think the Lady trusts me too much.
I have depression right now. One that is now/finally, proven to be a type of depression.
I have a "boken-heart".
And I'm getting really bad. To the point that..I really do want to die.
I'm sad, always, and get angry when I see/hear/ anything about my ex-fiance and his barely-legal girlfriend.
He threw away our family, and his son for her.
he says "I would have stayed with Kouei"
He KNEW that if he chose someone else, he would lsoe both of us. We are a package deal.
i miss him so much....I just...don't want to go on.
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Posted: Sat Oct 10, 2009 7:20 pm
*hugs tightly* I'm very sorry, and very much understand, I'm in the same boat right now. I wish I could say more, but I am always here to rant at and I do completely understand. feel free to PM if you wish to talk about anything you don't want broadcasted.
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Posted: Wed Oct 14, 2009 8:10 pm
Thank you. *hugs back* though my sister is right...
If Demeter could handle raising her daughter alone, I can do it.
i jsut wish he was here, to see his little guy grow-up.
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Posted: Thu Oct 15, 2009 8:00 am
oh I remember that
thats the harest part
but your sister is right
you can do this on your own!
you can be a agreat happy and confident parent all on your own
and by doing so you'll share a great wisdom with your family
heart
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