My life...
I can no longer take it
My family....
Tears me down inside.

Feeling the pain wretch
Through my body
I hold my knife dear
holding it close.

This knife is stable
This knife is true,
This knife is mine,
And it will kill me too.

As my blood falls.
A tear slips my eye,
Was I not a good daughter?

My mind is full of fragments,
the pain caused by her,
By Mother
I was never good enough.

Oh Mother see me now!
with a few seconds left.
Am I good enough now?
will you love me?

you say I run away
Which is not true,
I will leave my body
And see my love.

you tore me down.
Mother
You broke my heart.
Mother.

Nothing left but to go,
Leave my destiny untold.
And find peace at last,
For now I am free.

Within life I am
Yours
Within death I am
My own.