Welcome to Gaia! ::

Last year, we made plans. Your eyes shined so did mine. We held hands and had long conversation. When you could not be near me we talked. We made plans about how I owuld hold you and we would walk around at christmas. You said you needed family time. But I also needed mine. But I wanted you to be my family, even though that could never be. You hurtful acions and nelectful abandon made me truely believe you never wanted to see me. Which was true, as I asked to be near you next year, and it was moot. My dear, why did you do it? My almost future husband, why did you hurt me? Why is it that now your friend loves me more than you ever did. Why is it that he holds me and speaks of a future, when I thought my future was with you? But you see love, you cannot harm me forever, I must move on. So I shall accept your former friends love. But you have taken my heart, so I can only half love. Why did you do this, my sweet dove, why did you hit me, why did you lie. Dear, all I wanted was to love you and be with you for all time. I knew you through childhood, you were my friend, yet once I loved you you betrayed me, again and again.

Thank you, it is a tad embarassing. I guess writing is the best way to get things out though.

i agree with kitty

Its neat