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 Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 12:20 am
Christmas season always has me feeling god awful... I ******** HATE this holiday... loathe it... hate the family greed, hate the lies, hate the lonesome isolated feeling I have... the rift between my father and I... the nothing to do, the no where to go. I hate this ******** holiday.
When I say hate, I don't mean some emo anti-establishment hatred, I mean I ******** want to rip it out of society and cast it down into the depths of societal hell... oh wait, I'm already there... this hell is horrid... boring... miserable.
I seriously want to hurt somebody... make them die, this ******** holiday pisses me off that much...
I was alittle drunk at first, but now I'm just sober and depressed and angry and pissy and bitchy and lonely... ******** ******** ******** I hate this god damned holiday... when I'm alone I feel like s**t, and when I'm with my family I feel even worse... god I hate it...
Thats... pretty much it. And I've been off and on crying helpless tears wishing it would end out of sheer mind ******** misery/boredom... bawwww ******** ******** ********...
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Posted: Fri Dec 25, 2009 8:27 am
Awww dont feel bad.
Ur not the only one who feels depressed emo
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Posted: Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:31 pm
On the bright side, there's 360 odd days until the next one! Yonks of time.
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Posted: Sun Dec 27, 2009 1:18 am
LE GASP, COMRADES!!!!
THE HORROR IS OVER!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA.... Now I only have to wait until... 2010... the impending doom which is the amssive scale christmas to be for the turn of the decade..... ******** not think about that right now, shall we?
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 12:53 am
man...
talk about Holiday Depressions...
mine is more badder...
I almost killed my stupid brother by stabbing his throat with his play thing...
he's been bugging me that I almost killed him...
good thin it was just a shallow wound so...
I thank the one up above...
I only got grounded for about...
the whole Holiday I guess...
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