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 Posted: Wed Jan 20, 2010 3:38 pm
▷ xThere are days when I just want to peel back all my skin, bit by bit, just to see if there is anything worthwhile beneath it all.
Maybe after wards I'll hang it up on the wall, or spread it over the floor like a dead bear. I can admire the shield I used to protect the twisted black knot that's ******** me up from the inside out, and then I can sit back and watch it wither. Watch it all wither.
Some days I want to make other people bleed, I want to watch them cry, just to reassure myself that they're as fragile as I feel all the ******** time. I'd like to be able to hold a knife without thoughts of plunging it into my neck. I'd like to be able to take tablets and be assured I'll stop at the suggested intake rate. I'd like to be able to talk to someone and not tell them that I despise them, or at least have it be a lie. I can't get my head straight, and I'm sick of people giving a s**t. I don't want your comfort.
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Posted: Thu Jan 21, 2010 4:05 pm
I know the feeling. Main difference is instead of wanting people to stop giving a s**t, I want to stop doubting if they really do.
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Posted: Thu Feb 11, 2010 7:03 am
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 12:43 am
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 2:17 am
Ain't called spamness for nothing. LOL! Anyway I think deep down some of us feel like that all the time. This is why I dunno offline I hate small time or well more like people who don't really like me and I know they know that I know they really don't give a s**t about me but for whatever reason still want to be friendly with me.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 2:25 am
That_comic_guy Ain't called spamness for nothing. LOL! Anyway I think deep down some of us feel like that all the time. This is why I dunno offline I hate small time or well more like people who don't really like me and I know they know that I know they really don't give a s**t about me but for whatever reason still want to be friendly with me.
Well, the explanation for the well liked people is rather simple: friendly is their default setting. That's what they do all the time and probably a significant part of the reason they are liked so well.
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Posted: Fri Feb 12, 2010 4:29 am
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Posted: Thu Jul 01, 2010 3:26 am
The Willow Of Darkness That_comic_guy Ain't called spamness for nothing. LOL! Anyway I think deep down some of us feel like that all the time. This is why I dunno offline I hate small time or well more like people who don't really like me and I know they know that I know they really don't give a s**t about me but for whatever reason still want to be friendly with me. Like this Carebear that now in our guild running wild. I'm going go duck hunt on her a** in a second.
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 6:40 pm
That_comic_guy The Willow Of Darkness That_comic_guy Ain't called spamness for nothing. LOL! Anyway I think deep down some of us feel like that all the time. This is why I dunno offline I hate small time or well more like people who don't really like me and I know they know that I know they really don't give a s**t about me but for whatever reason still want to be friendly with me. Like this Carebear that now in our guild running wild. I'm going go duck hunt on her a** in a second. You're gonna make a dog laugh at her?
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