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 Posted: Tue Aug 10, 2004 10:14 pm
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2004 11:56 pm
Name: Lot
Alias: Veil
Age: Unknown
Likes: Spam, Birds, Viruses, Demons, Test tubes, electronics, fine
literature, classicals, sci-fi, expirements, ramen, enka, ghosts, animals, creatures, monsters, Sari, horror video games, horror books, horror movies, candy from strangers
Dislikes:Clumsy things, uneventufulness, tomatoes, over protective brothers, dead silent rude brothers, crowds, sweet things, and chocolate
Siblings: Cloud and Squall
Personality Lot has reverted back to his old self. A dark hateful creature who enjoys seeking revenge against others who wrong him. He is patient and more than willing to do damage others. Corruption is a hobby of his however he has a soft spot for the purest of chunsa.
Things I have recieved
~as of the moment, nill~ People I've met.
Moros: My foster father. werid.
Kite: I hate him!! I HATE HIM!!!
Squall: Annoyance.
Cloud: I think I've done my worse yet to him.
Long:......*growls*
Tidus: Cloud said he watched me...I don't remember meeting him..but I should probably say something to him...
Daisuke:...............How dare you ask.....go away
Krad: Cast a spell on me?! I'll get you back.
Min Tu: Seems like another one to play with. Silly bunny god.
Babysitter: One of the nice things about being a teenager is that I don't need one. HAH!
Spirit 1: The leader of the spirits. Usually talks in Red and starts things or tells the others what to do. He is isn't bossy but does command a sense of respect among his siblings.
Spirit 2: A spirit who is fond of friendship. Doesn't say much but when he speaks it's usually agreeable comforts. Talks in orange
Spirit 3: This spirit talks in gold and follows commands loyally. It only yells or screams. Never talks.
Spirit 4: A spirit who has a fondness for everyone and everything. It's name is known as Genesis. This spirit likes nice people even when I hate them. It's a bleeding heart. I don't send him out often without someone else to keep him in check.
Spirit 5: Not much is known about this spirit. It speaks about once per converstation if that. He's hard to figure out and vague. The few times he's spoke it's in dark blue.
Spirit 6: This spirit is my favorite. He's rather dark and seems to know quite a bit about darkness. There's something about how much he knows which surprises me. Perhaps I am identifying with him. He speaks in indigo
Spirit 7: The good spirit. I don't like him as much as I like the others but I suppose he's fine. He never sways me and has given up in trying but often speaks of only good things. He talks in violet.
Lenne: Nothing special just a flash bit of shine and annoyance. She has a good heart......but that's never stopped me from trying.
Lanna: I don't like her. Point blank. I'll complete the task and my other little side adventure.
Pictures of Lot This is how Lot used to look... color picture of him now
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2004 11:58 pm
Lot's Stats
happiness:-70 %
love: 70%
shyness:10%
trust: 0%
charisma:0 %
magic: 90%
intelligence:90 %
pride: 78%
morals: 10%
temperment: 0 %
stress:87 %
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2004 12:04 am
Old Logs
July 25 - Home Sweet Home
[Lot's Entry]
I went home with a very nutty man. He has two sons and I'll be his third. I can't say I quite enjoy him but he does seem manageble and helpful. I have two brothers, the first one, Cloud is very polite. The second one is named Squall. He doesn't say much to me.
July 26 - Birds
[Lot's Entry]
I like birds.. beautiful ones, powder blue, soft greys, large or small. I like all little animals but I want to make my own ones. So I started drawling them. Moros is helping me a little. I want a lab or something to help me make them real!
July 26 - A shade of personality
[Lot's Entry]
Sometimes I feel like I'm not so much here as I am just being...I'm a kid but I don't have much...emmotion for my age...Moros says I haven't found my knack. I don't know.
[Moros's Entry]
Lot's a good kid...well sorta xd He's got a dark streak in him but it's unfocused so he's lost. I'll try encouraging him to find something he enjoys. I don't see the harm.
July 27 - Left alone....escape!
Moros left me alone, foolish father. I know how to leave the house without making a fuss. I went to the petstore down the street. They have many pretty birds there and several hatchlings....I wonder if I can get a bird one day..
Vacationing again - July 30
[Lot's Entry]
Today's the day, we're off on a vaction. Moros says it'll be a short one but one worth it.
July 31 - The House's introduction
[Lot's Entry]
Moros took me to a shrine, or rather he stayed politely outside and while he talked quietly with a few of the monks. I didn't pay any attention to them. I had other things on my mind....there was something about the temple....
Apparently my father had wandered all the way up here for a specific purpose to ask about something existing in our yard, a Spirit House. I don't think I've seen it in the yard but Moros says that it's been heavily neglected. Which seriously worries him, especially if the spirit is still there.
I think I'll go see this house when Moros takes us home.
The temple grounds were interesting with the few inhabitants outside I had the place to myself. I found this interesting spot on the grounds....A few of the stones weren't firmly in place. I removed them to find a beautiful creamy white egg.....the egg was so warm in my hands- Event hough it was in the ground covered by the floor stones! The moment I saw it I knew I had to have it. So I stuck it in my clothes and quickly replaced the stones.
By the time I got out, Moros was still very worried but ready. The spirit house had been blessed and he wasn't the only one concerned about the state of it. It was getting late so he decided to wait untill tommorrow to ruse home.
No one said anything about my egg. I guess this means I get to keep it!
August 1 - Eggs
[Lot's Entry]
We went to the agency today. Squall was popular. I just sat and enjoyed my egg.
[Moros's Entry]
Lot has an egg...wonder where he got it... I cleaned out the spirit house today and washed it off. It was was very dirty but none of the figures are damaged but the house is a little. It makes my ears twitch.
August II - ....
[Lot's Entry]
I like eggs. I like shadows. I like the spirits....I like that house...I cleaned it all by myself. I especially like the thing that lives in the house.
[Moros's Entry]
I went outside to clean the spirit house but someone beat me to it. It's very odd maybe Squall? He's been cleaning.
August 2 - The Dead
[Lot's Entry]
.....Why?
[Moros's Entry]
Lot apparently took an egg from the temple. I'm not sure what type of egg it is, but he seems to have loved it dearly. But it's dead now...the egg died due to what happen when Lot went home with it. He went to the spirit house and in the act of cleaning it up and taking an interest in it, the spirits decided to take an interest in him. Unfortunately, after being neglected so long, the spirits only did harm...They've been very kind to him but they locked him away while damaging the world around him. Sucking the life out of everything around him ... the egg was first. I'm letting him keep the egg for a while since it seems to comfort him. I sent him to bed after dimming the strenghth of all magic in the house. That should keep him safe through the night or at least so they won't push him around..
The spirits are not gone, I'm not an exorcist and not a trained priest who can make seals. I'm only a seer and I saw them. I can however do little things to ban them from the house and tomorrow I will move the spirit house farther out. These spirits might have bonded with Lot. If that's true then he's going to have to master them otherwise they'll just keep eatting at anything that's alive.
August 3 - Innocence
[Lot's Entry]
Moros woke me late in the morning...I slept the entire day away....I dreamt that I was playing tag with some very nice people...when he woke me up and explained that I had spirits hanging around me. Spirits doing mean things while treating me nicely. He's blocked the house a little but says that I will have to learn to control them. He let me keep my egg...it funny now...but it's not cold...I don't understand..Isn't it dead...In order to keep them from sucking the life out of things around me he's given me a little bracelet with two bells on it. Things...feel like they're changing again.
[Moros's Entry]
The house has quieted down quite a bit...I went outside in the morning and picked up the spirit house and moved it out further. It's kept things a little sane. Only problem was I found Lot had fallen out of his bed during the move. This probably means, the spirits are connected to him, which means he's got to get control of them.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2004 12:18 am
August 25 - A compilation of events
[Lot's Entry]
It appears of late I am showing a darkside to the others. This is nothing to me...or rather it was...but then something happened.
I can no longer summon my wings....It's infuriating and embarassing. Now, others will think I am entirely human!. I am NOT human!
I don't feel ashamed of what I did to Long. I don't feel bad for any of the things I've done. Only anger at being caught. Squall shouldn't have interfered. I would have won entirely if not for him.Cloud is way too easy to manipulate.
....Daisuke told me his views on my evil...I'm still not entirely sure what to think. I consulted seven of the nine spirts.
Either way Moros has decided that I am to stay in his sights at all times. He won't be able to keep it up. He's too easily distracted and as for the issue of the baby sitter. I will simply scare who ever it is away. It is not like Moros will hire anyone competent.
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Posted: Thu Aug 26, 2004 9:19 am
August 26 - One Left and cursed
I am alone now. Entirely, unfortunately my father escaped... He has cursed me to do no harm against myself and others, I must tell the truth. He has run off to find my siblings. I have the house to myself really, except for Kaze and her child. I will not give away the turth!!
[Moros's Entry]
Currently I am searching for two of my sons. Lot has been cursed. I did it to restory sanity, when I will take it off I am NOT sure but this is something I can keep up. Lot gave me a hint that he used the spirits to do this. How I'm not sure....but I'll figure it out.
August 26 - The Dragon, The Liar, and Spirit World
((For give the horrible pun))
[Lot's Entry]
Long made me go into the spirit world in order to retrieve my brothers! I didn't want to go but it was boring without them to torture....The spirits were happy that I had made a new friend. New friend indeed! She's not my friend.
Squall seems to be effected by the spirits and Cloud was just fine. What a disaster. it was suppose to be both of them and forever.
....I still have marks from Long's choking of me....not that I'll show them.
August 26 - Settling in
I can't harm anyone. I can't tell any more lies... Squall doesn't talk to me too much...Cloud's got some sort of problem now...and Moros is still out there.
I guess there's nothing to do but settle in finally. I can't do anything worse at the moment.
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 4:18 pm
September 2 - Time away
[Lot's Entry]
My brothers and i had a converstation together. It was the most civil thing we've had in a long time. Cloud told us something. Something that if only I could manage to get away and tell would be ever so nice. However, I wonder now if I can hurt him. He is becoming sad and hardened. *laughs* perhaps I am not the evilest around. xd
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Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 4:40 pm
September 2 - A memory.
[Lot's Entry]
I remember being very cross with someone....someone who had a heavy army helmet painted black with a red cross....and someone I hated....very much.
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Posted: Wed Sep 08, 2004 6:15 pm
September 8 - I don't want to talk about it.
[Lot's Entry]
Never fall in love with angels.
How can you never fall in love with angels? if you were an angel?!
I'll miss him forever...and he'll move on
Now I know the pain Cloud felt.....yet I can't move.....I want to speak but nothing comes out....
I just want to bleed....I want to be happy again....I don't want to chose....I don't want to need
My heart goes with him but it's only fluttering there.
I am alone....
I wanted to be alone....except for him
Now I have no one...I am alone....
I have the world and I should be happy
I can do anything but one thing and I want that one thing
I am greedy.
I am evil.
I deserve this....but I want more.
I'll always beg for more.
I'll always need more.
The demon king was right.
he was right
......and I'm standing here forever.
I haven't seen my face......I feel different.
[Moros's Entry]
Lot has lost his voice....his vibrancy is not what it use to be...he is not entirely there. He is lost.....and I have no idea where he has been. He shrieked once loud enough to break every mirror in the house and the glass tubes in his room, that was how we knew he was home.....he refused to do more than that even Squall tried to tempt him out. The house flooded as a torrent of water that came from the tubes, flooded down the stairs. He still refused to come out of his room and I have no way of telling if he is okay....and it's impossible to storm into his room....I can only hope he'll come out when he's ready
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Posted: Thu Sep 09, 2004 11:05 am
September 9 - Surrendering to gravity
[Lot's entry]
The others know I'm home. Happy day....Will I be shooed from everywhere? No place is mine anymore...no place....I feel englightened and damned all at the same time..I just wish the pain would stop. Everything hurts....it hurts to move. It hurts to do anything....and I can't say a word...maybe I should just hide.
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Posted: Tue Sep 14, 2004 6:38 pm
Sept 14 - What you hear....
[Lot's Entry]
Squall got away....I didn't bother to chase after him. There was someone at my door....Daisuke......Daisuke...wants to stay with me. I like being with him so much. I can't touch him. It hurts...but I haven't lost him....he's still here. He's not frightened by my looks. I want to touch him.....today strange things seeped into my head. I hate nightmares, and I hate my lovey dovey brothers and thier stupid interests.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2004 5:53 am
Sept 25 - Daisuke
Go away.
It's painful not being able to touch him. I can't even put my hand on his shoulder or give him a hug. It hurts everytime he touches me. I don't care about the burns...I don't want him to be sick.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2004 5:55 pm
Sept 25 - Dumb dance
The chunsa are having a dance. Little angels frolicking as if they're nice. I was planing to destroy the front lawn but Moros came home to watch me.
Oh the joy.
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Posted: Sat Sep 25, 2004 6:56 pm
((-hugs Lot-
It's my fault for bringing you into this world ;____; I blame myself for all the misery you are in! I don't deserve to live!!! -kills self-))
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Posted: Mon Sep 27, 2004 2:25 pm
((Don't blame yourself for Lot..I guess in a way his story went in an odder way than anyone could expect))
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