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Cloud as a child

Cloud's Stats
happiness: 80%
love: 75%
shyness:40%
trust: 75%
charisma: 30%
magic: 73%
intelligence: 70%
pride: 35%
morals: 60%
temperment: 4%
stress: 78%

Old Entries


June 29 - Later that night..


This has been an odd day...I have a lot more to say than that but that's definitely the highlight. I feel like sometimes everything's moving so fast. Maybe I'm just moving too slow.

Either way I know things are bound to improve. They have to, because I'll make them!

I left with Moros to find some of the other Chunsa...At first we couldn't find anyone but then Sephiroth's...um ... foster father told us about the house warming party. He also mentioned that Sephiroth was a little moody. I'm not stupid that means danger....But something kept eating at me so I went with Moros.

Sephiroth was in a foul mood.

Lace threw me the Buster sword. I can barely lift it without my arms beginning to ache. It's better than nothing though. Of course that didn't stop me from dropping the Buster Sword! Especially when I needed it.

What's wrong me? I can't let him spook me like that.

Then...I saw Tifa...She handed the Buster sword back to me... She's really cute...

*sighs* All I did was work my mouth but nothing came out. Nice going, she probably thinks that I hate her and she probably hates me now too.

Moros interrupted us mentioning a movie. He didn't mention anything to me about it but...I didn't wanna make a fool of myself even more. So I ran after him and left Tifa.

Apparently, my foster father meant it. We went to see Another Heaven in a cruddy theater that didn't have anyone else, but us in there. I asked him why he pulled me out. He told me that I looked lost, and wanted to help. He also said my hair wants cutting, but laughed jokingly. That was all we said to each other in the theater. The movie had subtitles and seemed kinda dark, but at least Moros doesn't treat me like a baby.

After the movie we walked home, he asked me if I thought this was my heaven?

I didn't answer him. Is it me or is he getting stranger?

We found a box on the door step. Inside There was a wolf with a toy bunny. The wolf chased Moros up a tree while I watched. My foster father refused to come down.

I told him that I liked our new pet, so we're keeping him. I named the wolf Raguna. He's a good wolf who sleeps at the foot of my bed and follows me around....Raguna also likes to chase Moros and eat neighborhood cats.

With Moros up a tree, I went to bed.

My room needs to be fixed up! Moros keeps art supply boxes everywhere there's space. I wonder if he's hiding something good in all these boxes. I'll go exploring tomorrow with Raguna...Good Night...

[Moros's Entry]
*written after escaping from tree*

I'm a little worried about Cloud's ego. It seems easily crushed. There's a fire in his eyes now...is it determination or anger? He's a good kid.. I'll do my best to make sure he's happy. We have a new pet in the house, Blasted Raguna! I was in that tree almost all night!

June 30 - Moving?

[Moros's Entry]

Got up early today to get the newspaper. Found out Raguna also gets newspapers and destroys them to little pieces!! Yelling at wolves is kinda like yelling at brick walls, except brick walls don't have a cocky smile!! Spent another hour up a tree for my trouble.

I think it's time that I moved out of this apartment. Cloud needs more space and the rest of my pets need a home. I don't want anything too large and I don't like not having people around so maybe a town house is the answer. I'll have to look around, I'm not very poor but not rich either. Heh, just enough I suppose! Cloud got real excited when I mentioned it to him.

[Cloud's Entry]

Moros mentioned that we might be moving! I hope we do. All these art supplies have to go somewhere. I found some clay in a box. I think I'm gonna make something out of clay for a thank you gift. Raguna and Moros seem to be getting along really well. *laughs*

June 30- Good News!

[Moros's Entry]

Went back to Drax's house today.

Fell off the Roof, got lost in a house, and saw Cloud playing with Tifa. He seemed to be a lot happier today. We left after I fell off the roof. Cloud was worried, I'm gonna have to make it up to him for scaring him like that. I have to remember that he's a kid and he's a bit on the sensitive side. So it's probably not a good idea to go jumping off roofs.

Guess I'm a parent now! sweatdrop

I think I cheered up him up some when told him the good news.

I called Miss Kaze and talked to her about moving into a town house together. I checked the remains of the paper and found a great place. It's on hold right now and I've decided to move in with her and her chunsa, Mondo. So now it's all about packing...

Mondo....I wonder if him and Cloud will get along.

[Cloud's Entry]

I got a chance to play with the others today. Clef and Anna left me alone in the middle of the game....I really wish they had stayed. Maybe they don't like me?

Tifa came and cheered me up and we played for a little bit, before she disappeared and Moros fell off the roof. I didn't mean unbalance him and he seemed okay but I'm really sorry. He seems all right though...

When we got home. I played alone for a bit with Raguna until Moros came in told me that we're gonna be moving soon. He even mentioned there's gonna be another chunsa there, I wonder which one it is.

June 1 - Moving Day Cloud!!!

[Cloud's Entry]

Moros woke me up early, and we started packing to move out. There wasn't much, but it took along time to get everything loaded into the moving van.

After the truck was off, we checked to be sure nothing was missing and left Raguna. Moros said that after we spent some time at the agency for fun. We'd pick him up and go to the new house.

If finally met the other chunsa I'm going to be living with. His name is Mondo and he's only a toddler, but he's very smart.... The scary kind of smart

I don't know if I like his eyes, he looks like he knows everything I'm thinking.

A brother?

[Cloud's Entry]

Just as we were about to leave Moros showed up with another chunsa at his side. He glared at me then looked at the ground while Moros explained.

"His name is Squall, and he's been through a lot. You two fell at the same time, but Squall wasn't adopted right away. He's a little touchy because of that. Be nice to him and try to understand if he isn't nice to you."

It sounded good. But Squall just ignores me. He looks so confident with himself too. Squall acts like he doesn't need us. He refused to say anything on the way to the old house. We picked up Raguna and he doesn't even like him!

I don't like him very much and he doesn't talk at all.

[Moros's Entry]

Cloud seems a little worried about Squall and Mondo. I hope Mondo doesn't pick on him too much. There's a lot of mischief in that one though so they may bump heads.

June 2- Home sweet home

[Cloud's Entry]

Last night when we go to the new house I went to bed early and didn't get a chance to see the house. This place is huge!!

I couldn't find Raguna for a long time..turns out he's been following Squall. Wonder why.

Moros said we'd go shopping for food later but right now we're unpacking. There are so many rooms I wonder who else is coming to stay with us.

July 2- What's whipped cream got to do with it?

[Cloud's Entry]

We went to the grocery store today after unpacking. I helped Moros, Squall didn't. Squall hasn't said a word to me but I think he's getting use to me.

We met Kaze and Mondo in the grocery store. Mondo told Squall to shine their cart while I talked to Kaze. Squall didn't like that. So he covered Mondo's head in whipped cream. Mondo said Squall was dirty. I don't understand why. Squall told me to ask Moros and Moros said it was also used for pie. Why would pie be dirty? I don't get it.

[Moros's Entry]

How am I suppose to deal with that?! crying

July 3- To the Beach...but first

[Cloud's Entry]

I was playing outside when Moros came out and gave me this:

It's kinda neat...I put it on the counter in the kitchen and now I can't find it. I think Raguna ran off with it.

Moros also mentioned that we're going to the beach today so I have hurry.

July 4 - Beach Day I

[Cloud's entry]

Moros took us to the beach for a few days. For the first day I spent it playing on the beach. Squall played with Raguna some more. I think he likes him! Moros warned us not to play out in the sun too long without protection. But he forgot himself. Now, he's all red. Squall's different though, he's really tan now and it seems pretty natural.

July 5 - Beach Day II

[Cloud's entry]

I found a conch today. It's a little cracked but it has a good sound. I found other shells too, but Moros took a few and I used the rest to make a sandcastle...Squall came out later in the day. He had the buster sword with him. I asked him why and yelled at me for not practicing

July 6 -Beach Day III

[Cloud's entry]

Today we spent the day at the pool. The water's not as dirty but it smells worse. I don't like as much as the ocean. My hair looks funny when it's wet.

[Moros's entry]

ninja His hair alwayed looked funny.

July 7- Beaches, rainstorms, and sun burnt foxes

[Cloud's entry]

Squall left during the storm. I dunno where he's going but I'm going!

July 8

[Cloud's entry]

Today was the last day so Moros took us to the boardwalk. There are lots of little things there. Squall bought a few things so did Moros but he said he'd show us our gift from him later. I bought some string and made a few bracelets...I think I'll give them to..someone when I get home. Squall got his ears pierced, I did to but only one.

July 9 - Back from the beach

There was a lot of mail at the door. Moros's art supplies had piled up and there was an I.O.U from Clef, Seph, and Drax for me. I wonder what it's for....I put it in my room for safe keeping.

I'm a little worried to get anything from Seph...

July 10 - Why did I have to forget!!

I saw Tifa again...This time I didn't fumble around for words and I finally got the chance to talk to her...We were going to the woods for training, but I forgot the Buster Sword so we couldn't go. I should have brought it! I'm going to train harder so I can keep it with me at all times.

I really wanted to go with her today!

July 12 - Wonder what happened...

[Cloud's Entry]

Yesterday was quiet. I practiced with the buster sword with Squall. I don't think I'm ready to carry it around easily but I'm getting better. Squall left after a while, I didn't notice at first since I was still practicing. It got odd though when Squall didn't come back I didn't think anything of it...He's still rather quiet and keeps to himself. But when I woke up this morning Moros wasn't in his room or his studio. He was in Squall's room asleep with a book on him.

I guess something happened but Squall is acting like nothing happened. So I guess I'll do the same. Maybe...Squall doesn't like me as his brother anymore?

[Moros's Entry]

Cloud seems worried. Maybe I should talk to him a little so he doesn't think that it's something bad.

[Cloud's Entry]

Moros talked to me. He said that Squall was just having trouble sleeping so he spent a little time reading to him. He fell asleep in there himself. I'm glad that it wasn't what I thought. After Breakfast we practiced again before Moros called us into the house. Turns out he was taking us a church to hear two choirs. The choirs played some very beautiful pieces but I liked all the stain glass windows. I met this old lady in there. She asked me what an angel was doing out of Heaven...

I told her that I fell...She gave me such a funny look afterwards and wouldn't talk to me again....I don't know what to think about that...I asked Squall what she meant. He said she was off her rocker. She seemed pretty nice though before that happened...I hope I get to see the other chunsa today.

July 14- ....

[Cloud's Entry]

We went to Drax's house after going to the cafe. Squall wanted to meet them..The meeting was quick since we need to go and no one was home but Drax. Seph's gone up to the mountain's. Hope he isn't getting any stronger...

Thoughts

[Cloud's Entry]

I've been thinking a lot. I feel like i'm missing a lot more than I think. There's something in the house creeping around. Squall said it was nothing. However, he says a lot of things are nothing. I should stop listening to him.

July ??? - Dragon in the house

[Cloud's Entry]

There was something in the house, a dragon! Raguna's stopped following Squall. He's afraid of Idris. Idris doesn't seem to like anyone but Squall.

July??- Missing?

We went to the Agency. Lenne was there but she seemed worried about Clef. Clef's been gone I guess, but I haven't seen him.

July 17 - Edible Moros

[Cloud's Entry]

Moros is a funny character. The other parents roasted him today. It was kinda funny to join in. I guess everyone needs a little teasing

July 20 - Another Encounter

[Cloud's Entry]

Sometimes Squall makes me mad. He's always blowing off everyone even when they're nice. I want to say something but I don't think he'd listen.

July 26 - Lot

[Cloud's Entry]

Lot, he seems lost, a little troubled and independent, he doesn't say much to but neither does Squall. Both of them seem to pefer quiet so it's hard to get them to talk.

Vacationing again - July 30

[Cloud's Entry]

Moros has sprung another vacation on us. I don't know where he's taking us but I'm hoping that it's nice. He's promised it will be interesting.

July 31 - Spirits

This time Moros took us to a tiny little town up in the mountains. It was really quiet there but also a little scary. I liked it up there. It was really quiet but...somekthing about it reminded me of something and made me really sad..I don't know what it was.. Moros let me and Squall stay in town while he went up with Lot to a temple. He offered to let us go with him but I wanted to stay. Squall said he'd stay with me.

We wandered around town, Squall read a book in a medow outside of town while I practiced. Then we went back and poked around for a bit. Squall bought a few things but I wasn't paying much attention to what he got....the town kept making me uncomfortable.

The people around here dont's seem very talkative and they're not very interested in strangers.

As nice as this place seems...I'll be happy to leave.

August 1 -Weapons

[Cloud's Entry]

Squall knows a lot about weapons... Just how did he end up with so much about weapons. He never said anything about it but he knows a lot.

Maybe that's why he's pretty good at training me. I don't understand how he knows but I guess it's a very good thing..... I also saw him do something strange he talked quite a bit today. I guess he's only quiet when he has nothing to say.

August II -Morning Activities

[Cloud's Entry]

Squall and I practiced this morning inside the weapons room. Moros let us in there because he thought the thing in the yard was more dangerous. I saw Lot out there...talking with the house and offering it things. Maybe I should say something.

August 2 - Should have done something

[Cloud's Entry]

Squall went with me to see Lot. Lot didn't wake up at all when went to see him. He looked tired and he had that egg in his arms. Lot looked okay but I feel like I've let him down...Moros says that I couldn't have know what would happen....I don't know I feel responsible.

August 3 - Eldest

[Cloud's Entry]

I saw Lot later in the day...he seemed to be all right...I asked him if he was all right, very quietly he nodded then walked away. I guess he's all right...but I'm going to watch out for him a little more..

September 2 - Is just to Love

.....I don't want to talk about it too muh. Even now it hurts to write....maybe it's true what I said about hitting the reset button...maybe I should have....I think I'm gonna go away for a bit..I'll tell my family where I'm going but I think I need to be alone.

Sept 8 -Nope.

[Cloud's Entry]

I'm not writting I have lots to do. I saw Mao once though, she's nice...didn't know she was a god

September 12 - Heaven's Dragon

[Cloud's entry]

....Long and I admited that we want to be together ......it was nice walking along the boardwalk with her and having fun without trouble...But eventually all good things come to an end.

I really like Long and when Mondo came back I wanted to tell the truth...we never discussed what to do before...and I felt it was important to tell. So I told him...Long seemed annoyed that I had...I don't get it but I felt right.

I had to leave her....after I realized that Squall had disappeared...Lot and Squall together is not a good combination....Moros was throwing firecrackers out the window

Sept 20 - saved and sick

Long came and saved me, she hurt herself but she was okay in the end after th healer came. Things were okay for awhile...then I got the flu...everyone's worried. I've been sick for two or three days...Now Squall's caught it.

Sept 29 - All of a sudden

All of a sudden I'm feeling better...and Lot's moving out. o_O

Oct 17 - Living with the akma and moving in
Staying at Lot's place isn't as bad as I thought. He leaves me alone in his room for the most part or spends his time staring at stuff in his tubes....He's very odd and has odd dreams.

.....He says I scream at night.....I know I have bad dreams but I didn't know they were that bad....I have to start what I came here to do soon. Before I go to stay with Long....I've been spending all my time with her and after I read something I thought it was a good idea.