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 Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 12:14 pm
I am losing my mind...
My family is finally ripped apart and my mother... she is going back home to PR...
I can no longer take this pain and i just want to sleep through all this...
I am broken and weak... no one else to turn to... no point in enjoying my time here...
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Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 1:27 pm
its alright moryl. i know the pain youre going through all too well
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Posted: Wed Mar 03, 2010 5:11 pm
"Hey, ain't life wonderful? Wonderful, wonderful, wonderful... Isn't it wonderful now?"
I close my eyes when I get too sad
I think thoughts that I know are bad
Close my eyes and I count to ten
Hope it's over when I open them
I want the things that I had before
Like a Star Wars poster on my bedroom door
I wish I could count to ten
Make everything be wonderful again
Hope my mom and I hope my dad
Will figure out why they get so mad
Hear them scream, I hear them fight
They say bad words that make me wanna cry
Close my eyes when I go to bed
And I dream of angels who make me smile
I feel better when I hear them say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world's so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
Tell me everything is wonderful now
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now
I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I laugh aloud so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home
Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday
Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
No
No, I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
I don't wanna hear you say
That I will understand someday
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna hear you say
You both have grown in a different way
No, no, no, no
I don't wanna meet your friends
And I don't wanna start over again
I just want my life to be the same
Just like it used to be
Some days I hate everything
I hate everything
Everyone and everything
Please don't tell me everything is wonderful now...
I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now
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Posted: Fri Mar 05, 2010 4:00 pm
cheer up you two. just take a vacation from each other and then try talking in like a week or so and see how things go
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Posted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 4:15 am
Yeah, just relax dhoods.
Go cry and then watch tv. Works most times.
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Posted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 4:33 am
yeah. ik how that works..... since i dont cry all too much, when i do cry man the waterworks just flow....
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 5:48 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 5:54 am
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 1:57 pm
eh... on antidepressants / sleeping pills at the moment
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Posted: Sun Mar 07, 2010 1:58 pm
not too bad..... could be worse
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