sorry it took so long for me to make one.. he... and im even more sorry that.. i have to start it like this.. i have also posted what ima bout to say on my journal.. so feel free to comment on that there.. hell well let me get this over with..
.. i can't explain it... i love her i know i love her.. she is still in my heart.. so deep in my heart.. it hurts to think of her to picture her.. a pain starts in the middle of my chest.. she was one of a kind for me.. she was my everything.. i don't know why i can't stop thinking of her.. everything seams to remind me, ill be standing there. and almost double over.. l because it just hits me.. oosing all my strength.. i get a vision of her in my head.. i can see her perfectly.. everthing.. flash back if you will.. me .. her.. walking.. talking.. looking..playing a game... laying in bed..... watching her.. looking up and down watching her sleep... her.. face.. the way her hair fell over her eyes and mouth... having the warmth of embrace.. without.. having her do it.. while we where together.. the.. assurance.. the assurance.. it is.. its gone.. idk if IM messed up n the head.. but.. some times i just can't take it.. I thought if I wrote this down.. it would get this whatever it is out of my system... Years..5 years.. that's alog..time.. to.. love to feel .. to embrace.. I feel like a plane.. spinning out of control.. going down.. but the ground never comes... hoping wishing.. to get ahold of her.. Just for one-second.. to talk to her, to hear her.. One sound one voice.. one.....one.. That I fear I will never hear...
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