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My new doctor is really awesome. Don't get me wrong, I wish I didn't have to see him but if I had to see any doctor it would be him.
Bad thing, he tried to make me an IP again. This time for anorexia nervosa.
I've been an IP (In Patient) three times already, once for self harm and twice for overdoses. I am not trying to say that it's a good thing, not at all, but I'm happy I was there. I learnt alot about myself and got to finally be myself, even for a little while. I made some friends and caught up with some old ones.
When my current doctor tried to admit me for anorexia I quickly started putting on weight. I put of five kilos but I'm still not 'cured'. I don't believe I had anorexia in the first place, but I almost fit the diagnosis perfectly. I just needed two more criteria and they could admit me again.
My friend is being admitted for bullimia in a few weeks and she's so scared they'll make her eat. I don't want to be admitted again because in the past the one thing I've ever wanted help with they haven't. I've needed help moving out of home because I feel that I am unsafe here and that if they want me to 'recover' from everything that I won't be able to.
I so far have been diagnosed with chronic depression and OCD characteristics, but have been warned about my eatting a bit lately.
I don't know what to do anymore. I just needed to rant I think...
Bad thing, he tried to make me an IP again. This time for anorexia nervosa.
I've been an IP (In Patient) three times already, once for self harm and twice for overdoses. I am not trying to say that it's a good thing, not at all, but I'm happy I was there. I learnt alot about myself and got to finally be myself, even for a little while. I made some friends and caught up with some old ones.
When my current doctor tried to admit me for anorexia I quickly started putting on weight. I put of five kilos but I'm still not 'cured'. I don't believe I had anorexia in the first place, but I almost fit the diagnosis perfectly. I just needed two more criteria and they could admit me again.
My friend is being admitted for bullimia in a few weeks and she's so scared they'll make her eat. I don't want to be admitted again because in the past the one thing I've ever wanted help with they haven't. I've needed help moving out of home because I feel that I am unsafe here and that if they want me to 'recover' from everything that I won't be able to.
I so far have been diagnosed with chronic depression and OCD characteristics, but have been warned about my eatting a bit lately.
I don't know what to do anymore. I just needed to rant I think...
