Right. I'm not good at explaining/talking, so bear with me! :S
I'm diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety disorder (anorexia nervosa in the past, too). But last month I saw something on the TV about a guy with bipolar and I just thought ******** hell, thats exactly like me. After that I started researching it and I have every symptom. I just read though the information and thought 'OH MY GOD, YES!' at all of it. I've never related to anything so much! I think I have type 2. I have really deep depressions that can last years with little bursts of hypomania that last up to a few weeks. I also have REALLY extreme mood swings every day that drive me ******** crazy, I can't control them and they seriously ruin my life.
Thinking back I've been like this since I was about 12. I'm either REALLY hyper/happy and my head is ******** crammed with ideas and enthusiasm and I feel incredible, or I'm absolutely suicidal. And I just seem to snap between the two without warning. My teachers/parents could never decide what was wrong with me. At times they thought I might have ADHD or something, I'm thinking that was all just mania now.
Anyway, I'm not sure what to say...I'm so ******** nervous to talk to my psych about it. I just finally feel like everythings clear. You know? I finally know whats the matter with me. I just wanted to talk to people that go through the same thing, maybe get some answers? heart
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