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When we were growing up together you said that we would die together but, i guess that wont happen seeing how you died before I did. I didn't even get to say goodbye you where take from this world to early, you could of lived longer, I mean look at me I'm 17 right now meaning you would be to, but you where taken from this world at the age of 13. I miss you, and that note you left on the table before you killed yourself I didn't even get to ask why you want to kill yourself, you had so much to live. You where like a little brother to me, then again you where my younger twin brother, I wish It was me the died but I guess fate had other plains, and you had to die not me. If I could go back in time I would kill myself right next to you, I just hope your in a better place then this. I wish I dead that same night as you brother but I didn't know that you want out of this world that much, all I know is that you died hating me because of that fight we got into the night before you toke you own life and you died hating me and I didn't even get to say sorry, I regret that fight so much if I just let you do what you want then you would still be alive. I'm sorry brother I caused your death and I don't know what to do with myself now that your gone, the days are hard to get through with out you in them to bright my day and night, all those time you woke me up for school and I said get off of me you little brat, I was just playing with you I was kind of glade that you woke me up in the morning before school started. You are the only reason why I stayed in school, is because I want to be a good older brother to you, but when you died I dropped out because I couldn't handle you not waiting for the bus with me in the mornings and not having you in all my classes. I have just ******** up my life after you died. Oh and yeah dad died a few week after you, of a heart attack. Mom toke it really heard because she lost you and the man she loved, now all she has left is me and memories of you and dad. All i have to remember you by are bitter sweet memories. I love you brother and I'll see you when It's my turn to died i'll see you on the other side and we can pick up where we left off bro, I'm sure you remember we had a computation going on to see who could get more girls before we died, for all i care even though you died before I did you win bro, thats is till I die that is, then we can pick up where we left off. Till then I'll take care of mom and keep the room the same, goodbye and I love you bro.