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 Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 12:45 am
In two months it will be the sixth anniversary of my fiance's passing. The entire ordeal was an intense happening upon my life.
And it is with that memory that I start this topic, so we may come to better understand each other and the life that helped form each of us. We as a guild are a group, much like a large estranged family that we should be able to depend upon. Even to help protect each other should the need arise.
We all have memories and fears that drive us. Its with this, that I hope we can all come to understand and control them eventually.
She was taken from me by hands wielding punishment in the name of God. Her death is one of the main driving forces in what I do. In what I believe is a hope that one day I will understand the reasons for such an honorable man. To take such a beautiful life.
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 6:47 pm
I am so sorry to hear that! It must have been horrible for you; I can't imagine having my fiance just disappear from my life.
I can't help but wonder what you mean by your phrase: "by hands wielding punishment in the name of God"? It gives me a sickening feeling in the pit of my stomach. You don't have to say any more than you are comfortable saying, but sometimes saying something, confiding in someone, can help the pain go away.
I hope you will feel comfort in knowing that you have friends here, at least, with well wishes for you. ~Blessed be~
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Posted: Sun Jul 25, 2010 7:23 pm
Yes I understand what you mean.
A bit too much on the scotch last night as well I think. Besides I like to think a drink once in a while calms me and helps my writing. However I have noticed that I can get long winded on some things as well.
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