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 Posted: Tue Aug 31, 2010 11:00 am
i always heard growing up that we would hope to say we wouldnt deny god but wouldnt really know until the moment arose to do it....
well, im sittin on my computer right now, single, because i found out just what that is about..... it may be hard to talk about god to strangers, but its a lot harder when its someone you love and thought you wanted to spend forever with....
last night i was asked to compleatly abandon my faith by someone i loved.... and i could not do it. god has got me thru so much in my life that i could not turn my back on him.
i may have lost something in all this but i think i gained way more.... unconditional love, a friend, strength, a provider, and things i cant even begin to express.....
.... this showed me just how i would respond, not how i hoped i would.... and i know its not like i had a gun to my head or anything, but at the time, in the moment.... i may as well have.
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Posted: Wed Sep 01, 2010 4:42 am
dunno what to say..
on the one hand it's good that you wouldn't abandon Christ for someone like that.
but on the other hand..
what kinda person does it take to ask someone else to abandon such a wonderful, loving faith like Christianity?
hard for me to comprehend i guess.
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 7:43 pm
Wow, that's such a powerful event. I can't believe someone would ask that of you. But I think that's really empowering that you found the strength to stay true to the Lord. Hats of to you, auddities. Your story was really touching and inspiring.
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Posted: Sun Sep 05, 2010 8:11 pm
yea, its been a week now and im still trying to figure out how i was able to do that... suppose its one of those god things i'll never quite understand compleatly....
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Posted: Mon Sep 06, 2010 6:55 pm
yea, so my now ex decided he wanted to stir up some drama last night... and wouldnt leave me alone, especially after he knew it was giving me a panic attack....
had some great friends get me thru it tho... one of my friends told me if he bothered me again to let him know and he would make a reason to get away from the problem and out of the situation...... nice to know i have ppl who care so much in my life.
also redid my wall in my room.... its covered in cripture out of the ec magizines put out by lifeway....
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Posted: Tue Sep 07, 2010 6:40 am
"Blessed are you when they revile and persecute you, and say all kinds of evil against you falsely for My sake. Rejoice and be exceedingly glad, for great is your reward in heaven, for so they persecuted the prophets who were before you." Matthew 5:10
God bless you sister for your faithfulness to Him... blaugh
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