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 Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 10:28 am
i had one yesterday..its been so nuts and i really needed to see the damn counsilor but at my sesion ysterday i was outta it, i didnt talk bout s**t i needed to and was giggling like mad and making innapropriate jokes..i dunno why my brain threw the switch and said , this will unproductive and you mislead her to thing your ******** fabolous. i feel like i want to call her tell her i wasnt really in my right mind and i really had some important things to say..she wasalll like you look like your feeling bettere..um no i just had a mad case of the i dont give a shits. sad :sigh: think i should call her and let her know..see if i can get to tell her the s**t i needed to say when i got the galloping giggles. I mean i know i did say some odd things that got wierd reactions..its stupid its like im worried shes going to decide im a waste of her time..i mean i doubt that right? am i just being paranoid again?
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 7:58 pm
I don't think that she'll decide that you're a waste of her time. But she might decide that you don't need help if you make it seem like you're just fine. I think you should call her. Maybe leave a message for her if you don't feel like you can be up-front with her on the phone. You might also try writing a letter for your next session, to keep you on-task. I seem to advise this to everyone, but it really does help me to write down notes and stuff before hand.
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Posted: Fri Jan 27, 2006 11:50 am
actully writing notes sounds like a good idea..ive done it a few times in the past. the only useful bit of her the other day was showing her a painting i did and then she asked questions about that. I do write sometimes maybe i should show here that i just nvere think about . thanks
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Posted: Sat Jan 28, 2006 7:33 pm
That's my entire life from age 13 'till now.
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Posted: Mon Jan 30, 2006 6:28 pm
Until I started with my latest shrink, I've never had anyone ask me why I was in counseling, or what I hoped to accomplish with it. I've just been seeing shrinks since my mom first took me to one, and it was just this huge, weird revelation, being asked why I was there. I thought about it for like 10 minutes and I almost started crying because I realised I really had no idea and I don't know if I've ever accomplished anything in the 10+ years I've been in therapy. And I'm not even sure what's wrong with me, I've just been taking meds so I don't kill myself or anyone else. Why can't I have something simple, like diabetes?? gonk
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Posted: Tue Jan 31, 2006 10:53 am
being surronded by diabetics all my life its not THAT simple..but i digress. i usually have usful seeions with her, i just wasnt really me then and couldnt communicate hat with her.. she's still new and it takes me years to breack in shrinks..and shes not really a shrink i cant afford that she's just a social worker/counilor person and she does me a favor by comeing to my house when shes done with her other sessions because i tend to never show up at the office....i just cant make myself go most of the time. So i just dont wnat her to think shes waisting her time. but i have to see her agin this wekk so hopefully it will be more productive.
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Posted: Wed Feb 01, 2006 5:11 pm
Try E-mailing her if you really need to talk, or phoning her office. It's easier to type it out sometimes than it is to say it out loud.
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