you have done almost every drug in your life and it's still not enough. you go to parties get drunk and high not caring on what might happen even if you end up dead the next moring. One day you are at work doing the same thing you always do until you met the person that you seen always around you during your everyday life than to party to get drunk or high. you wanted to talk to them but you're scared so you end it up as a friendship before anything else.you keep your drug addictions hidden so they won't think of you as a bad person. you know you're not until when someone who can be your lover forever they are better than drugs....