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yea, so i do realize i havnt been on gaia all that much lately, let alone in the guild... but i was wondering if you guys and gals as a group of fellow christians could help me out? prayer for my family would really help.... especially outside prayer since im yet again losing hope that things could get better....

ya see, i live in an agnostic home where it's bad to talk about god and my sisters and i get in trouble for doing so.... but im 18, so that should mean im an adult, i can live on my own, make my own choices, ect and so forth.... but it doesnt.... i feel like my family cheated me out of a normal life.( if anything could be considered normal) im in collage, but any extra money i recieve my parents have pretty much taken to pay for bills while their money gets spent on wants like a new camera or a better and newer laptop or phone.... i cant drive b/c of a panic disorder i develoved from living with them, thus have no car or lisence, not even a drivers permit..... so i go to school with friends. and i spend most of my waking time at school, 8 in the morning to 8 at night some days, fix my own meals, or pay for them with what little money i have.... i buy pretty much all my own school supplies and clothing, and any necessities.... so the only thing of theirs i use is that im living under "their roof", even tho technically i payed for it....
maybe its just venting in a way.... but is it wrong of me to be mad at them for raising me this way? like tonight, mom got mad at me for going to church and said i was just a child living under her roof and i owed her an apology for going .... kinda just want to know what someone on the outside looking in would say just to make sure im not losing my mind i guess?

and also could people please have them in their prayer since they are agnostic and not christian? ..my biggest wishes in life have been for things like getting my glasses, that i could go to school, for new jeans i desperately needed.... but only one of my wishes hasnt come true, and thats that one day i wont be able to say when mom and dad die they are going to hell. yea, i know im quite the optimist sometimes.....

and if you are just goin to bash what i say with somethign non constructive.... dont even waste your time.... its not even worth it.

thank you sarlo smile