I can't make blood sacrifices anywhere; my friends found out and theyre worried and my parents would probably send me away. How do I repent? I am an innocent jashinist but once every 1 or 2 months I would like to make a blood sacrifice. I'm not scared of it: in fact I spent at least 30 minutes trying to make myself bleed even the tiniest bit. It didn't work (I didn't have a knife or sharp enough paper and stabbing yourself with something like a screwdriver would be too noticeable) so how do I repent after a failed ritual? And by the way I'm in middleschool, if age matters.