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Okay. Im kinda new with posting topics so im sorry if im not allowed to, i read the rules didnt see anything about not being allowed to. But i need to just get this out. Long story. I met a guy on here. Amazing friends we were. We got along crazy good and had fun. Then after a while, He asked me out. I said of coarse, because id been crushing on him for a while. So, after a week of gaia dating. We took it to marrige, Then had a "gaia kid." We were crazy for each other. Then after a bit. Maybe a week, of gaia marrige, he told me he felt like he was holding me down from living life and going out and finding a real boyfriend. So, he let me go. It broke my heart. I told him i still loved him. He said the same. After a week of being broken up, my weak and stupid self, came crawling back to him.Asking for him back. He said yes. And I felt so releived and i thought: I cant get attached again. Im just going to get hurt. The VERY next day after dating for ONE day. He cheats on me. With his guy friend. Kisses him. Then Deletes me from his friends list. Saying he thought i hated him. I told him i didnt, bcuz i cant love the one person i love so much in this world. I got the proof. Im not going to post it up here and im NOT going to say his username. I love him too much to cause him pain. So after being broken hearted twice by the same guy i only knew over internet conversastions. Why am i still so attached? And Still madly in love with him? and begging for him to one day talk to me again? I Need to get over him, Because he obviously doesnt want me in his life. Help? Advice? Shoulder to cry on? Please? Thank you for reading this. I really appreciate it. :'/

Awww"big hugs" umm I've never actually had a boyfriend, mind you I tried dating this sweet guy IRL but it didn't work out. Umm all I can tell you is just talk to him or something. Otherwise I would just try to get through it one step at a time. If you ever need to talk I am a good listener, sorry I can't help you more.

P.s. I dated this one so called "crip" on here one time and if I didn't date his gang leader via Gaia they were going to take baseball bats to to this dudes head IRL scared the crap out of me solo much I was crying.

I didn't really read he last post on here Sorry! so I'm not sure if this was said or not. I will tell you my story of something that happened to me that was the same thing just on a different site. I me this guy and started talking to him after a while we started dating online. (At the time I was going through some really rough stuff and didn't really have friends) anyway we dated for like a year or so maybe less. When he broke up with me my heart was broken and I am guessing it was because I shared so much with him that I hadn't told anyone else. When he ended things I lost the person I would talk to about things. Anyway I was hung on him for a long time and would message him on his birthday (I was a little crazy than) anyway I than dated another guy online and eventually got over the first (This was also during when I was figuring out I was a lesbian). The point is that it took some time but i got over him eventually and it doesn't even hurt anymore. So you just got to pick yourself up and find someone in real life. Believe me having a real life relationship with someone is sooooooo much more satisfying! I hope I helped some!