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 Posted: Tue Jul 10, 2012 7:58 pm
Arkangelstar1 When I have a bad ninja dream, sweatdrop or I can`t sleep well xp , or when I have twisted evil nightmares gonk I get scared eek and wake up fearing for my life, and I then use my IPOD to feel better with christian music and it actually works mrgreen , then i feel safer razz . Some nightmares are very realistic sweatdrop and I get confused confused , and think that it is actually happening around me, what I am seeing in my dream/ nightmare/ vision/ daydream ? when I am half awake. Reading the Bible and christian music in the radio usually works, but when I feel really threatened by evil things around me, aka, non angelic beings, then to scare them away I use IPOD music !!!!!!!!! When I use the IPOD I feel powerful, like nothing can scare me !!! Christian music or Gospel music is very powerful when combined with faith !!!!Any christians reading this just pray 4 me redface !!! I am not crazy, I just sound crazy when writing this, LOL. Everyone else, I just need you`r advice !!!!! I thought that watching MJ music videos were the ones giving me nightmares, like thriller for example, but I stopped watching those a few months ago, so apparently those or they were not the ones giving me nightmares at all !!! I know if I am a christian I have nothing to fear, because JESUS or God is with me, and Angels, but when thinking of UFO`s on TV, like Steven Spieldberg movies, ET, documentaries, etc.... and some things I have seen in the sky in mountains, and sometimes in the past around my urbanization, and by things I mean real life fying saucers, confuses me sometimes, even at night when I am in my house with my parents. What do you all do when you feel afraid??? Depression also doesn`t help either, it makes me feel sad and alone. I sometimes feel like BOO from the movie Monsters INC the movie, but a little older now, LOL, since in the movie she is a little girl. And by the way I believe in Angels and that Angels always protect us when we are alone and in need, reason why I read a lot about Angels, but I don`t know why sometimes I still feel afraid, (reason why I sleep with so many stuffed animals and have to imagine someone sweatdrop next to me, hugging me, to feel safe, mostly Angels hugging me, or people that remind me of Angels sweatdrop )(I feel like stuffed animals blaugh are like real animals and can somehow protect me 3nodding , like my avatar doll now with a lot of dogs, since dogs can bark and bite), but lately it is not as often as in the past, lately i have been less afraid 3nodding than in the past, then before, but it still happens sometimes !!! sweatdrop I have been more BRAVE lately ninja , like the movie BRAVE !!! 3nodding Too many strange things go on in my house !! sweatdrop too much TV, pherhaps, or something else ??? sweatdrop !!! eek I sometimes feel like I need to threaten the spiritual world around me in order for then to respect me, since I don`t know what they are capable of !! Its not easy to trust what one cannot see !!!BTW DEMONS THAT ARE READING THIS, DON`T GET ANY IDEAS ABOUT HARASSING ME OR SCARING ME ON PURPOSE TO PROVOQUE ME AND TO MAKE ME USE THE IPOD ON PURPOSE, IT WON`T WORK ANYMORE, I KNOW ALL OF YOU`R SCHEMES , LOL !!!!!
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