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Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2012 10:27 am
Nothing good really. I don't even remember what I put in the last update and for once can't be bothered to dig. Things are still insanely bad. Piling on constantly. Felly no happy.
Leo went to the vet and came back basically healthy. Couldn't afford to send him but yeay for nothing major as far as anybody could tell.
Then it was Bastian's turn. Yes he's still here. What I thought was mites was actually a combination bacterial and yeast infection in his ears. Two medicines every day in the ears. The first two days he banged me up pretty good, bruises all about the face and chin and arms and legs. Another vet visit we can't really afford and he's got a follow-up...I don't know, soon. The days are all running together. I'm still not sleeping. Probably all the damn money flying out the window. The two vet visits averaged about $45 apiece without factoring gas.
*intermission to go strangle a woodpecker*
Ok, so in the middle of that my mother tries to contact me on FB, cue me turning into a complete mess for about 3 days, all that fear and terror and misery resurfacing and I still have to freakin' deal with everything around here in the middle. Makes for a very unhappy Felly. After she tries to contact me I get requests from 3 cousins in 6h which means the network is up and running. Finally one of the uncles sends a request likewise and after some debate, some tearful emails to the few friends that know the stuff that went on back in the day and discarding the idea to come here and angst my fingers off and ask advice I write him back, partially spill my guts and it all winds down to nothing.
Then my laptop dies. Well, maybe it died in the process...like I said my sense of timeline is completely screwed up. It goes out for fix, is gone awhile, comes back with an $80 pay up attached (hooray) acts great for a day and then starts in with the firefox crashy blue screen of doom bullshit which I am still wrestling with now...I believe it got here Friday evening. Not a good run of computer workingness.
Oh oh and with all the extra added stress and no time to clock out and unwind I'm grasping desperately at straws to try and keep my hair in my head. So while we were out on a supply run spending $ we don't have (sigh) I decide to try Fructis Fall Fight. Makes your head smell like grape bubblegum which..could be worse. But I'm shampooing and reading the bottle and see that it's only formulated to fight breakage. And I think well...ok, couldn't hurt to keep trying.
I get up the next morning and my boobs feel like I've thrown about six cups of coffee at them. Coffee drinkers here? Or tea? Soda? Anybody with the experience of getting up after a caffeine heavy previous day and understanding that your boobs are not happy about that? It kind of slipped my mind that caffeine can be absorbed through the skin. Apparently this line of product has massive amounts in it. There's nothing like having to wriggle into an immobilizing bra before the sun comes up.
Technically I still need to confirm the caffeine thing which will happen tomorrow sometime hopefully with results by Tuesday but I was feeling just like I felt when I started in on the 3 cups of green tea thing a day before I switched to half-caff. Freakin' owwww.
TMI probably but the information is out there. Fall Fight testers beware.
On a good note (maybe) Breyer's has a limited edition ice cream flavor out right now that is just...mind-boggling. You're eating ice cream but it tastes just like birthday cake. O.o; With no doubt half the sugar. Oreo Birthday Blast...if it's available in your area and you like birthday cake check it out. I'm completely addicted to it. It took two servings 'cause at first I was grossed out and then I remembered how much I love cake.
Love you, miss you, still cannot deal. Hope things are at minimum tolerable with all of you. *HUGS*
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Posted: Sun Sep 09, 2012 3:23 pm
I miss you! gonk
I'm sorry life sucks for you. I wish I could make things better for you. All comes down to money in the end, which is just stupid. When one thing goes bad, so does everything else.
Take care my dear, and I hope things look up for you soon. Like...right freaking now!
And yes, that cake ice cream sounds good.
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Posted: Mon Sep 10, 2012 2:13 am
I miss you too Felly ^^ I'm just late.
I hope things start looking up because that seriously sounds like it's a whole load of suck. Including the caffeine boob thing which I'll have to believe you on (never has caffeine)
That ice cream sounds deliciious...but they don't sell that over here...
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