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 Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2012 3:32 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 20, 2012 4:23 am
 ↘↘ K a l e ↙↙ Dying: it's a wondrous word with several meanings. Like the long slow sigh of a violin played by a master musician: dying. And the sound of it isn't the only beautiful thing about it.━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Page: 01`•.¸¸.•´¯`•.¸¸.•´  `•.¸¸.•´¯`•.¸¸.•´ xxx  xxx 
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Posted: Fri Nov 23, 2012 11:06 pm
↘↘ K a l e ↙↙Dying: it's a wondrous word with several meanings. Like the long slow sigh of a violin played by a master musician: dying. And the sound of it isn't the only beautiful thing about it.━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━Page: 02 xxxxxWhen you first get a glimpse of heaven, whether you are young or old or short or tall you will be mesmerized by the promise it seems to hold. The bright everlasting expanse of sky, and the clear misty blue water goes unseen on most areas of the earth-plane, and are likely the first thing you'll notice upon entering. At least it's what I noticed. Of course I was very young at the time.xxxxxBut the days grow tedious and droll. Every morning, afternoon, and night is the same routine. No challenge. No reason. No one thing to live for. I for one want adventure and excitement more than anything. I want to wonder from time to time what hideous creature could be lurking nearby as I sleep under rain-induced clouds bloated to the point of bursting. I want to feel snow, and maybe even fire. I want something... new. Something bold. Something exotic.xxxxxAnd this is the very attitude that left me in the hall of vision the night of my seventeenth birthday instead of listening to everyone cheering for me in the main dining hall. It's also the reason I got everything I wanted... and so so so much more.━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ xxxxx"Jezebth?" I heard someone call for me as I gazed dreamily down upon the earth-plane from above. I knew it was Kale's voice, but couldn't gather the strength to great him while I was so dreadfully miserable. "There you are. You know everyone is looking for you, and can't seem to fathom why you would skip out on your own party. Their entire existence has been thrown off balance." I wanted to lift my head and glare at him, but still couldn't find the energy to do even a menial task such as that. He knew full well that I was entirely fed up with not only our lives, but most of the people in them.xxxxx"I just don't care about keeping up these charades anymore." I breathed, using as little effort as possible as I continued to watch as the crowds below rushed about. Each dot and individual person with a never-ending list of needs and wants. Tasks that are seemingly just as endless, but always somehow unique in the way in which they are completed.xxxxx"Haven't we already had this conversation, sugar?" Kale replied as he gracefully laid down upon the floor by my side. The heat of his body radiating and mixing with my own, twirling and twisting until I could hardly remember where we were. Kale was the only person in my life that was constantly changing. From the way he tied his hair to the attitude he choose to wear throughout the day he was always different. His words always catching me off guard, never once has the standard heavenly replies slipped from his rosy pink lips. Of course he was anything but virtuous to begin with, it still had my mind in confused knots whenever he went beyond the norm.xxxxx"But..." I didn't know how to continue. Kale promised me that whenever I could muster up the courage to say my good-bye's to this godforsaken place that he would whisk me away to the land of my dreams, but every time he brought it up since that night I've been skid-dish and awkward. Though adventure is all I dream about, my safe life is hard to walk away from. Knowing I will never know pain or true sorrow here is nearly impossible to give up... nearly... "Kale." I force my eyes to meet his when I address him, expecting his eyes to avert my own like all others. Trying to hide my shock when his remain firmly in place. Gazing back at me as I stare wonderingly at him, I do my best to fight the instinct to turn away.xxxxx"All you need do is ask, princess." His words seemed so thrilling at the time. Filled with what my teenage heart had found hope, kindness, and somehow love in. He had bewitched me in every way then. I was so sure that when we meet one another at nearly midnight at the pearly golden gates that we had both given way to the charade we had been hiding behind. I was so sure that this event had been a marking for two lost in love searching for a place where love was possible, but I had never been more wrong.`•.¸¸.•´¯`•.¸¸.•´ `•.¸¸.•´¯`•.¸¸.•´ xxx xxx
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