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Yeah, I love dreams usually. When I was a kid I had sexual dreams even. But no one would think thats why I look up lolicon or shotacon occassionally, they would call me a ***** or something but even when someone else mentions something I would think they are a *****, so its really like a taboo I guess lol. But I never liked real young girls just anime ones, like Misty from Poke'mon lol.

But when i was even younger I had even wierder dreams where I got sexual feelings. Like hungry hungry hippos ate me and I landed on their tongue from high above and my genitals felt aroused sort of.

Or also in dreams where I rape surprise sex someone lol, when i was a teen I had those dreams more, its not because Im gonna be a rapist its because I wanted to feel that feeling more and thus pursued it in my dreams. I used to control my actions in dreams alot but they are not that way anymore, as if my actions are so habitual I cant control them or something.

But more relevantly two times I had dreams I was having sex with a girl that had a p***s bigger than I had. Im straight though.

Im not sure how these dreams are funny neutral Rape and getting enjoyment from getting raped, raping someone, ect is very very sickening and disturbing emo

Rape in dreams doesn't mean that the person wants to get raped in real life. As fas as I know, I think it's more about the subconscious' way of expressing the want to not be in control.

Lack of control, or have someone else be in control. Dreams like that can seem funny after the fact. Something to laugh at because the rape wasn't real, and you're safe. It was just the subconscious expressing itself.

Recently, I had a horrible dream where I cheated on my boyfriend. I knew it was wrong, even as I was dreaming. It felt wrong, it smelled wrong, it was just all wrong. The man in my dream coaxed me into having sex with him. He didn't wear a condom, and he came in me.

I woke up feeling revulsed, and horribly defiled and physically violated. Ashamed even. It was an awful dream that I never want to have ever again.

But anyways, my point is that I would never, ever want to cheat on my boyfriend. I love him like crazy. He's my first boyfriend, and I'm only human. I can't say I'm not even a little curious about what its like to be with someone else. And that dream was my subconscious expressing that thought.

But I'm not going to cheat on him or leave him over a little curiosity. I'm happy with who I'm in love with smile