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Gaberial whimpered a bit as he ran until he couldn't but looking up he noticed he ended up at the museum as he blinked but he rubbed his eyes a bit. Taking a shaky breath he made his way inside as he held himself slightly but kept his head down to hide the fact that he had cried some on the way here. Finding a quiet area he sat down and just looked at the artifacts and items as he blinked a bit and gently sniffling a bit. "At least I know where I stand between them both, Lucian still hates me and wants me to suffer and Cydrao he, he just used me to get close to Lucian. They both used me to get to each other and throw me away. Maybe everyone was right I should stop falling for people so quickly and just get to know someone before I like them, but who would want me I'm just a stupid fallen angel who keeps falling for the wrong person. No one is going to want me, maybe I should do what Lucian said and just stop caring and just go teach and explotate my body to other people at night"he said gently to himself softly. Shivering he sat down and just focused on the artifact in front of him as he hummed to himself to cheer himself up before he would go teach his class and then eat his lunch and continue teaching before heading out to do what Lucian said he should.

Looking over Gaberial straightened himself out as he reached to wipe the tears away so the other would not see how he looked but before he could he felt his chin was lifted. Looking at Cydrao gently he sniffled a bit slightly biting his lip to say something, instead a small squeak left his lips when he was pulled closer and then kissed where he was crying. Quickly he looked down slightly as a lightly blush covered his cheeks as he quickly moved his hands to his chest to pull away not wanting to anger Lucian any more. But feeling the other kiss him he stopped his movements and kissed back gently before pulling away quickly as he looked down biting his bottom lip. "You shouldn't be kissing me, Lucian will get mad at me and at you for kissing someone else besides your lover. Most people don't want us both, they much prefer Lucian because he is a seme and more attractive. But I am confused as to what you mean by the last part about the soulful look in my eyes and wanting to take it away?"he asked gently. Softly he looked up at him as he reached up and rubbed his eyes a bit to get the stinging away from his eyes before he looked back at Cydrao for an answer.

Whimpering slightly when he was pulled back and then kissed again slightly blushing more but he listened the whole time blinking softly. Feeling Cydrao stroking his bottom lip he gently nipped his fingers softly and in a gentle loving matter and held them slightly while he watched.

Seeing that he was going to kiss him again he let his fingers go as he kissed as he gulped a bit leaning into a bit . Slowly he looked down curling his fingers against his chest shutting his eyes tightly but he kissed back when he was kissed again.

"Don't blame that part of you at all, sometimes it's what makes us who we are as well might be the reason some people go after. But you are being honest about everything you are saying, your heart seems to actually being honest about everything. Cydrao most people do not see me and Lucian as a package deal, a lot of people see us as two different people and one who can get them closer to the other" he said softly pulling away slightly.

Moving his hands he placed them against his arms to keep him from pulling him closer at the moment as he looked up gently."Are you honest about the last part about wanting to be there for me when I need strength or are you going to be like Lucian and everyone else I put that trust in and betray me?"he asked gently.

Looking down he took a small breath and pulled his arms away as he grabbed one of the pines and hair ties he was with him and pulled his hair back into a small ponytail as he looked up at Cydrao waiting for an answer.

"Cydrao, I do like you , I really do like you from the moment I meet you but I just want to know your answer on that because I do not want to get betrayed again especially by someone I trust and like"he said firmly but he shock a few tears rolling down his cheeks.

Laughing softly Gaberial looked at him softly as he smiled gently before reaching up to rub his cheek softly with his thumb slightly. Gently he nuzzled him a bit before leaning up to kiss him gently on the lips softly before pulling back biting his bottom lip slightly.

"You are not a white sheep Cydrao, your being who you are and thats just a very attractive man who cares deeply about people and try to protect them from people who are hurting them. Sadly I am not one of those people to run away or throw people away because I want to but because I am forced to by Lucian."he said gently as he looked down gently.

Taking a small breath he leaned over and kissed his shoulder softly taking another deep breath. "I didn't want to leave your house, I wanted to stay and try the food that you were making but Lucian said I had to because he wanted you. After that I ate and thought of staying because you asked and I didn't want you upset but then..........then Lucian had to kiss you so I left because I didn't want to get hurt.again so I ran"he spoke softly as he looked up gently as he blinked softly.

"Are you really going to hurt Lucian because of what he did? I don't want him getting angry for it and blaming me for getting hurt in the first place, still I trust you and you know my feelings"he said.

Looking at him gently as he took a small breath but Gaberial leaned up and ran his nose against his lips softly as he blushed gently but smiled.

"Hey no sighing or frowning alright , it makes it seem like something is wrong. But if you have to do something that you think is right or something right about what Lucian did then i will stay back and let you do as you like. I do not want to make you feel like I am forcing you to do things for my sake" he said gently.

Standing up he stretched and then looked down rubbing his cheek gently pulling him close as he looked at him calmly. "I trust you about that part, about making me feel better because you are making me feel better right now. You were honest about things and you did come and see if I was alright" he said gently tilting his head gently while he looked at him gently.

Slowly he leaned down enough before letting his lips rest against Cydrao's ear gently giving it a small nibble and tug. "I do not mind what you have to do to Lucian I just do not want to see it or hear it and to make up for running away from you before I will do anything that you want no limits asked or set" he whispered into his ear.

Gently he pulled away and held his hand out gently as he stood in the archway "Come I will walk with you to the house and then go to class unless you want me to stay there"

Blushing softly Gaberial looked at him gently but he listened the whole time until his cheek was stroked then he lost his train of thought and leaned into the touch automatically. Shutting his eyes briefly he looked at him calmly as he kissed back holding onto him gently as he blushed more.

Nodding he smiled as bit before turning his head and kissed his hand softly before looking up at him again. Gasping he arched his back slightly more as he kissed back purring softly as he took a few small breaths looking down slightly.

"That sounds like a good idea Cydrao, but my pace seems to match your's very well in walking but I really do not know on the other pace since we are still starting to get to know each other. But I am always full of life, its just Lucian tells me to keep it away and hidden because its not normal"he said gently as he leaned up slightly as he ran the tip of his tongue against his lips.

Slowly he looked up gently as he reached with his hands and gently placed both on his chest as he kissed the male back and then pulled back blushing. "But I would like that very much and maybe afterwards when you are done you would join me in the music room and I can play something for you on the piano if you have one"he said gently.

Smiling softly he nuzzled him a bit before resting his head on his chest gently wondering if it was alright for him to trust the male or would Lucian find out. Biting his lip gently he kept his head down thinking the whole thing through and wondering before looking up at the other as he smiled a bit.

"So are we going to head to the house or you just going to keep pulling me back and we are just going to standing here and keep kissing each other or even making out in this museum?"he asked softly as he leaned up gently more so their lips were closer before looking up at him smoftly biting his own bottom lip gently.

Blushing more Gaberial blushed slightly more but he couldn't help but let out a small squeak like moan when his lower lip was sucked on but he kissed back moving his hands up to his shoulders more.Hearing the comment he looked at him slightly as he smiled gently as he kissed him softly on the lips again.

"Well then what are you referring we do to get back to the house in one piece then? And don't laugh at me for this but um I do not know what it means to do something of a more pleasurable means between two who love each other"he said gently.

Blushing more he let out another small squeak like moan but now it was more clear that it was a moan. Looking up at him he blushed more as he shivered slightly while he pressed his hand against his neck while the other remained on his shoulder softly.

"Alright I will show it around you more but I will still have to hide it around Lucian so he would not yell at me or even well hurt me. But what master plan are you talking about?"he asked gently as he held onto him more.Trembling softly he looked at him and blushed slightly more before pressing up against him more.

Slowly he ran his hand up and gently left it against his hair as he blushed slightly more before smiling softly and slightly more natural then before. "Well how would you like to make history among history? And I wouldn't want us both getting caught and kicked out for something we are not supposed to be doing." he said softly.

Gasping slightly he moaned again but he kissed back deeper as well as he slowly pressed up against him more curling his fingers against his shoulder softly. Shivering he stood up on his toes while he kissed him more gently running his tongue over his lips slightly before softly nibbling on his upper lip a bit to tease him.

Slowly he pulled away from the kiss as he looked at him gently while he blushed a bit slightly licking his lips a bit. "You actually are quiet tasty and you taste like strawberries and cream"he said softly blushing more.