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In what age range are you willing to date?
ive never been with anyone older than me.

What's your astrological sign?
cancer. i like my shell razz

Describe yourself in 3 words?
loyal, strange, artistic

Describe an interest you have that you truly hope your partner would share?
cuddling. how do you describe cuddling. describe it in the cute way or in the make it sound dirty way XD note: i have some friends who are sometimes a bad influence on me >.>

What is your biggest dream?
sharing this life with someone who will never let me go.

name your 5 favorite hobbies?
i dont think most people even have 5 hobbies. but of the hobbies/talents i do have... sewing (would like to get into designing my own clothes), drawing (my own anime characters), writing poetry & martial arts. i use to enjoy collecting rocks from the beach, a long time ago.

do u prefer to date or have a more serious relationship?
id like to work towards having a serious relationship. id rather have one person to share this life who will always be there with me rather than to be with many in which most will never stay in my life.

During a typical week, what sort of physical activities do u enjoy?
honestly nothing too physical lately, havent had time for it but id like to find time for it. i actually do enjoy playing volley ball, and swimming is ok as long as the water isnt cold. otherwise, martial arts.

What is the most spontaneous thing you have ever done?
anytime ive been around my brother, he gets me to do stupid things i likely wudnt do otherwise. does that count as spontaneous!.

How important is it to you that your partner fulfill traditional gender roles?
i dont even know what this means. as long as shes faithful & loyal. she loves cuddling, maybe even playing games with me. let us define our roles as we get to know each other, i say.

In a relationship, do you need to be in control?
control is an illusion. the greatest control you can have is of yourself. nothing else can truly be controlled, only guided in the right or desired direction.

What do you most like to do on a day off?
while im single, i mostly stay at home, working on projects, watching movies, playing games, relaxing.
if im with someone, the very same things, only sharing them with her, lol. of corse i dont mind doing other things all the same, as long as shes happy.

What is one thing you could start doing today that would most improve the quality of your life?
honestly, finding someone to share this life with, a good friend or someone special... or both. it is the people who we care about who truly improve the quality of life but giving the heart a reason to dream.

When do you feel most afraid?
when it seems as thought i may lose someone i care about.

If you could accomplish only one thing during the rest of your life, what would it be?
to know ive made a difference in the life of someone who matters to me.

They say life is about simple pleasures, what is your simplest pleasure,
and how does it make you feel?
having friends or someone special to share this life with. that is the greatest happiness anyone can hope for.

What do you find physically attractive in a person?
i think about those ive fallen in love with and what i found physically attractive in them... was everything.

Describe your own personal style.
im a different kind of different. im a stranger kind of strange. heart of a warrior, mind of an inventor. very creative.

Tonight you can do anything you want, no penalties, no reprisals, and the cost is unimportant. What are you going to do?
i got nothin.

How would you spend a romantic evening with someone you have been dating for more than one year?
i honestly dont know, if we get to that point... let us find out.

how would you spend your first anniversary?
also not sure about this one, ive never had a first anniversary.

What do you think are the three best traits you have to offer a partner?
faithfulness, loyalty, honesty.

Does life look good to you right now? Describe your current emotional health.
right now, ive fallen between the good & bad.
just letting go & moving on from my last relationship, trying to hold on to the friendship, trying to be hopeful but still just unsure of how things will turn out. ive lost alot of friends in my life, im honestly afraid of losing more. it hurts, but im doing what i can to be & stay positive.

Tell me about your closest friend. How long have you known him/her; and
what do you like best about him/her?
shes a redneck. she can be very aggressive, quite the opposite of me actually. known her for 4-5 years now.

What are your general feelings about money and personal wealth?
i need money to survive, its nice to get things you want sometimes but otherwise, i see no true value in money. if you can use money to make someone you care about happy, than i guess thats a plus.

What are you looking for in that special someone?
understanding. unconditional love. the company of someone wants my love and who wants to give me hers. learning & growing together.

What are your political beliefs?
i draw the short stick. politics are like rotten apples. its a useless human ideal to attempt to keep order & control, which is an illusion considering how corrupted most people in power are. just putting on a good show.

What are your religeous beliefs?
baptist Christian.

Do you have any pets? Which types of animals do you love to be
around?
any types of animals, but i only have a cat. would like to have a dog. if possible, would like to have an exotic animal as a pet, or perhaps a few.

Are you doing what you love? If not, what would you rather be doing?
no, not what i love but i do enjoy my job, working with nice people. rather be doing... i thought i was sure but recently in my life, consider what ive been going through... im relly not sure anymore.

Describe your ideal man/woman.
i cant. i dont know what she will be like, dont know who she will be... why think about how she could be if it might cause me to expect to find someone who may only exist as a fantasy. ive known too many people who have made that mistake. expecting to find someone who fits the dream, but rather find someone and fit them into the dream.

such as with anyone ive ever fallen in love with, they didnt have the qualities i daydreamed about when i thought about having someone to share my love with. i fell in love with them and accepted them for all that they were. its not about finding someone who fits the dream, but simply finding someone to share such a love with and they become your dream.

How do you act when you’re angry?
emotionally detached. i never take it out on people i care about, never. more likely to take it out on myself. though i rarely get angry, im more likely to get sad, yet still i always try to be hopeful.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
the fact that ive come to believe im cursed. that my heart is too soft.

What have you learned from past relationships?
id rather not get into thinking about this one.

If you could do something totally out of character and remain anonymous what would you do?
become a different person, in a different body and live a new life... Oh wait, is it suppose to be something thats actually possible!? oh well.