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Are you psychic?Telekenesis,mind reader,clairvoyant,see the past,present,future,or if you have peminitions.....talk about it here.(includuing any ability I left out)

I remember at one point in time I was just sitting on my bed and I was looking down at my writting book and I look up and I had seen a small child. Female, looked to be 8 or so, she was scared and bound by her hands in shackles. I reached out to touch her (I don't know why) and she flinched and moved away as best as she could and screamed at me.

There was one time I was at my neighbors babysitting and my mother and my neighbor had gone out drinking (mind you my mother had quit drinking 7 years prior and she broke her promise and went out drinking because of just not really wanting to face the facts I guess.). I didn't even want her to go because it hurt that she would break a promise of 7 years.

So I'm sitting at my neighbors computer after I had put both the kids to bed and I just hear faint screaming. So I jump up and run towards the baby's room and he's still sleeping soundly. It happened all through out the night and everytime I would get up and run towards the baby's room only to sigh and head back towards the computer.

And after my mother and neighbor got home, the screaming stopped after I found out that my mom was alright and she wasn't too wasted. I told my neighbor about it. We talked about it for a few moments and then mom and I went home.

I figured out what the screaming was. I know who she is. She is my "inner child" (or myself when I was young) the one that I locked away during my childhood at the age of 8 along with my memories and emotions without knowing it. She won't let me touch her at all. I can see her from time to time but it's not often and she's always bound in shackles.

She's too scared to let go. Once or twice she has and then she'll scream and be near tears and run back to the shackles and lock herself back up. I'm gradually trying to get her to let go. She often shows herself through me when I am really scared. She'll come through and I will literally cower if someone raises there hand to me. I will start to cry if someone is yelling and screaming at me, regardless of whom it is.

As I get older ( I'm 18. ) I am slowly starting to be able to let go and so is she. I still wonder if I will ever be able to let go fully and do things on my own. So yea. Just wanted to share that for some strange reason. xD

~Shadow

I'm a bit clairvoyant right now... I'm seeing orbs, and small shadows/body figures....

I used to be able to see, talk, interact.. blah blah, with spirits when I was younger (but what kid doesn't?) Anywho, there was this one time when I was little where I used to sit on one of my bed (I had a bunk bed and it was usually taken down (never liked it that much sweatdrop )), anywho... (my mom always told me this) that I used to talk to a "little old man", as I called him. My mom told me that I would sit on the bed, and I would sit opposite to where he'd be sitting (on the other bed ) and I would carry on a conversation with this man. Unfortunatly I don't remember anything about him sad At least not yet... I'm hoping that when I'm officially done puberty perhaps I'll remember something hah

Hmpf. This should be one of the most famouse threads... this is a great guild, so damn the people who are all steriotypes... Ok, back to my friendly self. Heh heh, well, Im 14 now, about a year ago I moved from Florida to Germany, I was excited... at first, I didnt know how much it would hurt and scar me... Though I remember dreaming about this one place in an odd park, dead leaves and the trees were dieing too. It was a zoo, because I remember the animals... turns out 5 months after I had the dream I went to that same zoo, and stood in the same part that I did in my dream... it was then that I remembered that I had voreseen my downfall and couldnt do anything about it.

I've got more storys, but coming from a clinically depressed person... most people think Im crazy. I sit and dream, day dream alot. I think about the things that could have been, that Would have been if I stayed and Im, in that moment, caught between a stage of conciouseness and sleep... seeing through the third eye if you please. Sometimes I get visions of the future, that I forget untill that incedent happens, or see the Aura of passing organisms.... I thought it was my over active imagination... but I recently read an artical about it and knew that it wasnt...

Other than that... I dream of people, people I've never seen before. I can clearly remember this one nightmare. I was laying in bed and I had just woken up, it seemed so real. I couldnt move despite all my worming and wiggling. I heard my door open and someones heavy steps and deep raspy breathing. I wasnt scared, not yet. Then someone, or something came into view... I couldnt make it out, but it was an outline of a middle aged man, cought in a blood red haze... he lashed out at me and was trying to abuse me, and hurt me... I awoke screaming...

I dont ask for sympathy, or comforting, but meerly that someone take the time to believe me, because noone else does.

Lol.....I must be crazy too....I daydream just as much but I think to much thoughts overlapping thought,like what if I said this to this person and they reacted,I always think of alternatives to a situation already resolved,I think about it and it's like seeing a mirror in a mirror,it never ends....oh and one time,I pray it was a dream...I think I was like in a daze though....I had my eyes open,I DO know that....but this man.....a dark shadow figure,he was over me,he touched me....he started feeling on me,I actually felt it....he moved his hand all the way down my stomach,and when he got to far down,I snapped out of it,my vision cleared and it was over....it was so creepy,I layed wide awake for a while and then went back to sleep. Your story is completely believable to me. gonk No one should think ill of you.