|
|
|
|
|
|
|
 Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 11:38 am
September 1/2
Dear, Diary
Hi. I need to stay up all night to night because I am going to go home to Richmond tomorrow at 6am. I really can't think up a better way of being up at that hour. Much too early to wake up at. *nods* Anyways. I'm not in Richmond because I've been living North Vancouver with my aunt. I just like it better at her house, and she doesn't seem to mind.
It's September the second now. I've been talking to Eli and DBE for the first two hours of my... "Quest". I have to draw something for DBE because she's sewing me something for back to school. Gah. My gift is going to get owned.
Eli called me while I was folding clothes in preperation of going home. We didn't talk much. We never really do after the first 30 minutes of a phone conversation. Plus we ended up doing our own things.
Then I had a very interesting conversation with Sigurd. We talked a lot about ourselves. But I guess that's what you do when you don't know someone... Right? Plus I talk a lot about me. Okay. Well it's almost 2 now. And he decided to go sleep.
On the phone; I decided I would tell Eli that I wanted to try and play FFR for 4 hours straight. I played for about ten minutes. And... It wasn't really fun anymore because my computer kept lagging.
Suicidal should be online now. I thought he had school. Okay. So this guy is fun. So I ended up showing him all sorts of things. My pile of folded clothes, my (almost) empty laundry basket, my watch, a small Eifell Tower suvenier, two weird metal things, one of those things where you open it and there's a smaller guy inside, me wearing skii goggles/really ugly sun vior with my hood up and the top-front of my jacked tucked into the goggles, me passing out on the floor, and putting the webcam into the laudry basket. Um. I think that's it.
Sometime near the beggining of talking to Sui, Eli fell asleep. So I hung up on her so her phone would beep at her. Not that that would wake her. So now it's about 4am. I'm really really wasted. I think I'm just going to lie down for a moment...
OMGWTF. It's tomorrow...! I mean. Today! Crap. I wanted to go home damnit. It's been decided that I will go home tomorrow, at a godly hour. u_u;;
-Loo.
|
 |
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 2:30 pm
Aw, I got a mention. ;P How fun on your trip.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 3:13 pm
Anyway, I'm just cutting out a so-called "Friend" who always makes a habit of breaking her promises to me. I'm not answering her in AIM, and I hide my status in MSN so she thinks that I'm off.
I don't wanna hear her lame excuses anymore. When I make a promise, I'd go through hell and back to keep it. I'd expect nothing less from others. My hairs stand on end when I hear "I forgot" and "It never crossed my mind". Rather than scream at her, I'd rather not speak.
Distressed, angry and sad all at the same time, sweatdrop scream crying
Momo.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 4:12 pm
Sigurd S. Aw, I got a mention. ;P How fun on your trip.
So I made a thread about it. gonk
Momo-
I have a lot of friends like that. I don't know why I still call them friends though. I only really have 3 people RL that are friends that I can trust whole-heartedly.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 9:58 pm
Lutie-Loo Momo-
I have a lot of friends like that. I don't know why I still call them friends though. I only really have 3 people RL that are friends that I can trust whole-heartedly. Good for you. She was the last on of the RL friends I had. The rest are online friends. crying
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:05 pm
Deathy's sewing machine is ******** up. sad
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:13 pm
Momo K. Good for you. She was the last on of the RL friends I had. The rest are online friends. crying
It took me 5 years. gonk
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:14 pm
Lutie-Loo Momo K. Good for you. She was the last on of the RL friends I had. The rest are online friends. crying
It took me 5 years. gonk Thanks. I'm still reeling from it though, so it'll prolly take me a while. maybe a bit more than that.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:25 pm
Momo K. Thanks. I'm still reeling from it though, so it'll prolly take me a while. maybe a bit more than that.
It's okay. I don't think having online friends is much different from RL friends. You just have to be careful what you tell people; [Something I'm not good at; but don't regret.] though I'm sure you already knew that.
I feel like. It's a more efficient way of making friends. You can be yourself completely. And most people end up liking you; no matter what you look like, and it's still like real life. You still run into problems. [Just like the guild. xd ]
At school. I only have one RL friend. Out of school I only have 2. Including the one in school. And I haven't been keeping in touch with the other. So Basically I will only have 2 by the time one month passes. Because my old friend is at a new school.
And everyone else I trusted, doesn't even know I exsist.
Well I do. But only when they need me to help answer the next 32 math/grammar problems.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:31 pm
Thanks. I treasure the people who take the time to get to know me... Right now, I have a few who RP with me online. Our interactions are getting a bit deeper than just that, which is really a thrilling prospect...
In school, I'm much too shy for anyone to bother with. That's why I have no one there. I'll try to survive, at best...
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:34 pm
Roleplaying is very nice. I like just... The thought of it. And that's really good to hear. I'm cheering you on. I'm sure it wouldn't hurt just to say Hi to someone... =O I'm shy too. But. You gotta do what you gotta do, y'know.
Can we talk on AIM?
The mods are having a little meeting over AIM right now.
And you have been called forth.
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Thu Sep 02, 2004 10:55 pm
I'm there... though I don't say much.
And I'll think about what you said. 3nodding
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sat Sep 11, 2004 6:01 pm
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Sep 12, 2004 10:10 am
surprised
I'm going to Los Angeles in two years. Where I'll live in an all american family. Anyone wanna take me in?
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Posted: Sun Sep 12, 2004 10:12 am
Fawk LA, come to Montreal and live in an All Canadian family! Imma take you 3nodding
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
|
Reply
