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 Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 5:06 pm
 Name:Zetsumei (means 'death')
Nickname(s):Zetsy,Mei,Spook
Age:
Likes:Belezet, helping out, reading, Lycea
Dislikes:not making everyone happy, showing emotions towards Lycea
Brief bio: Zetsumei or Zetsy as I often call him, is my first Emokat.He is characterized by his white and lime green fur.Zetsy is often willing to please me but he does have his moments.He'd rather die than see anyone of his firends unhappy.He and Cea seem to being growing on each other, but he still is wary of opening up to her. Name:Akuma
Age surprised ne week
Likes:Being left alone, shadows
Dislikes:Crowds, bright sunlight, his siblings, romance
Brief Bio:He prefers the attic as his hang out of choice. Aku doesn't seem too fond of me or anyone else. Has a deep hatred for love and joy.Name:Makai
Age surprised ne week
Likes:playing with matches, chasing smaller things like bugs and mice, Belezet
Dislikes:sitting down, being told what to do, not seeing Bel
Brief Bio:Same as Akuma.Makai is in fact a girl, despite her unusual appearance.She seems to enjoy yelling at Akuma whenever he's around. Her relationship with Belezet is quite a change for the best.
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 5:28 pm
Name:darkmiko2003
Nicknames:miss miko,dark,kitty,cass
Age:15
Likes:cats, drawing, RPing, spending time with my friends
Dislikes: dogs, being bossed around, being left alone, the dark
Brief Bio: Sweet, though often shy, I am fairly easy to get along with. I have my own unique style which I call "Loli-Emo". Most of the time I'm either drawing or on the computer.I love emokats and I hope they make it big.
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 5:29 pm
PHOTO ALBUM Zetsumei Makai Akuma
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Posted: Wed Jun 07, 2006 7:52 pm
Journal Entries May 12th:Got my first emokat! Named him Zetsumei.He's such a cute little egg.
May 19th: Went to check on Zetsumei in his crib and I noticed a crack in his egg shell. At first I was worried that my pet, Leech, had been playing in the crib again. Suddenly more cracks appeared and out came my dear Zetsy! His fur was a bit wet and he was shivering so I wrapped him up in a blanket and held him close. He looked up at me with those little eyes, yawned and fell right to sleep.
May 26th: A week since Zetsy hatched and already he has started to develop into an older emokat. He listens fairly well but has an issue with taking baths. I've also noticed a certain odd behavior in the way he acts.Sometimes he and Leech stare at one anther for hours at a time. They never make a sound but I feel like they're communicating.
June 5th: Took Zesty to be registered.Its almost time for him to mature in to an adult.Sigh....they grow up so fast. I'm a bit worried about him though.Zetsumei's communication skills seem abit....off.Most babies his age are atleast saying a few words but not him. He never speaks, not one syllable.I'm afraid he might be deaf but there is no way of being sure right now.
June 8th:Zetsy made himself a new friend. I think it's great that he can finally spend time with his kind. Belezet seems like a sweet little thing. I hope Zetsy and him become close friends.
June 14th:Zetsumei's still a baby. I don't mind though. He's much easier to handle right now.He still hasn't spoken.I'm really worried about his developement. Maybe he's just being stubborn.He seems to be communicating to Belezet, but not me.Maybe he thinks I'm a bad mother and he hates me. Maybe he's scared of humans and seeks the companionship of other emokats.The poor dear hasn't gotten to play with Belezet in awhile and he looks as if the life has been sucked out of him.I think Zetsy and Bel might have some kind of odd connection with each other, like their linked somehow.I should talk to Mizeral and see if he has any answers.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 11:41 pm
June 20th: The past few days have been so tiresome I can barely write.After our lovely little outing at the park I decided to take Mizeral's advice on Zetsumei.When we returned home, Zetsy went back to his usual mopey mood. Leech tried to play with him, but all in vain. At first I just ignored his behavior, thinking that maybe he'll snap out of it and go back to being his old self again.Finally I decided enough was enough. Something was wrong with Zetsumei and as his mother I had to do something about it.
I took Zetsy and sat him down in the chair I had bought him the day he hatched.He use to love sitting in that chair while he colored.With a sigh I finally began what I should have done long ago.
"Listen Zesty, I know growing up is hard.Sometimes we experience things that we might not understand.Sometimes we bottle it up inside, thinking that maybe it'll all go away.But it won't. Look, what I'm trying to say is, you need to open up to me."
I could feel my eyes water up and I think Zetsy noticed. I love him more than anything.He's all I have.I wiped my eyes and spoke again.
"Please......I'm really worried about you. At first I thought if I gave you some time, you'd be fine. I don't understand it. Why won't you talk to me? Hunny all I ask is for one word, just one. Let me know that you're okay. Please....."
I'm not exactly sure what did it. The tears rolling down my cheeks, the sound of my distraught voice, maybe he actually believed me. I may not be sure but something definitely ticked inside his mind. I thought I would nearly faint when he opened his little mouth and spoke those words.
"Mo.....mommy....I....fink...Bel izz relly nice.
When those seven little words came out of him, I grabbed him and hugged him as tight as I could without hurting him.I was crying again but not from grief or sadness, but from joy. Since that day, things have gotten better. Zetsumei is more cheerful and is slowly developing his speech. He wants to learn how to ride a bike but I think I'll wait til he's older.
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Posted: Mon Jun 26, 2006 1:06 pm
June 26th: Geez, who knew taking a vacation could be so.......unrelaxing.Between spending a good deal of money at that fair and forced to eat not-too-appealing food, I'm just about ready to head home.Zetsy's been having a blast. Atleast he's happy.This is his first time away from home and he's going nuts about it.He doesnt even mind that we have to sleep in the car.Right now he's snuggled up to some weird stuffed toy I won for him. My shoulder is sore from throwing those bloody balls but it was all worth it to see the look on his little face. No matter how bad things may seem to get, I just look at Zetsy and everything seems worth the trouble.June 27th: And so it begins........I'm gunna miss him being so little. Confused, I bet you are. Let me explain.
I had finally grown tired of this little vacation. I longed for my nice, comfy bed and some REAL food. I was pretty sure Zetsy was ready to go back as well. I giggled at the thought of him showing off his new toy to all the others.The other day I had told Zetsy that we needed to get to bed early.
"Now sweetie, we have to go to sleep early today. We need to wake up and get ready before the traffic gets too rough."
"Kay,mommy."
That was all he said before I tucked him into his makeshift bed in the back seat. I really wished I had brought more money. I remember drifting off to sleep from the sound of his tiny little snores. When I awoke, the sun was shining right in my eyes. Not a nice welcoming to the new day. I grabbed the baby bag I had packed with snacks and pulled out a nutrition bar.
Zetsy sweetie, it's time to get up.Would you like something to eat?"
There was no response. I looked back and saw he had wiggled down into his blanket. Only one of his ears was visible. I grinned and went to pull the blanket off of him.
" wakey wakey sleepy head.No time to be a lazy little baby."
I remember dropping the nutrition bar. My eyes were as wide as could be. As i pulled the blanket away, it did not reveal to my little Zetsumei. No, but instead it was a full grown Emokat. His mohawk was one of the first things I noticed.He yawned and looked at me with groggy eyes.
"Morning already?"he said as he sat up and stretched.
Zet.....Zetsumei?I stuttered.
He looked at me puzzled.
"Mom....Are you okay?
I think I fainted. When I awoke, he was beside me. He had gotten out of the car, opened the driver's door and was looking at me with great concern.
" You okay, mom? You looked as pale as could be and then you passed out. Maybe you need to rest more.I'll get you a pillow from the trunk."
Eager to please me.....No doubt about it, this was my Zetsy.
"Zetsy, what happened to you?"
He grinned. He looked so mature yet that grin made him look like some little kid with candy.
"I grew up mom. Isn't this cool? Wait til Bel sees me!"
I smiled, but when he mentioned Belezet I felt some sort of knot in my stomach. I couldn't explain but I had a bad feeling. He must of sensed my uneasiness because he gave me that concerned look again. I tried to take his mind off of me for atleast a few moments.
" Well kiddo, guess we got some work to do when we get back. First thing on my list is to buy you some new clothes."
He grinned again and got back in the back seat. I started up the car and soon we were heading home. As we drove I kept thinking over in my head about how our lives are gunna change now. Tried to dull the boredom by playing "I Spy" but of course Zetsy always won. Such a sweet boy......
Well we're home now. It's a bit late in the evening now. We went to the store after we got home and Zetsy picked out a couple of new outfits. He's gunna have to sleep on the couch until I get his room fixed up. He doesn't mind, never does. Always happy when I'm happy.
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Posted: Fri Jul 21, 2006 1:43 pm
July 21st: Mizeral is gone.I'm not sure what's been going on but I guess it's better off that I do not know.I haven't seen Belezet in some time either.Something odd has been going on.I met this new person.He's as strange as Mizeral was.I find it very odd that he is here and my dear friend is not.Zetsy doesn't seem to suspect anything.He insisted on staying over with that man while I went out of town to visit some relatives.I let him.He would of went into one of his depressive states if I had not.When I returned he seemed alright.Still that man gives off weird vibes. Mizeral did too but his were different.Zetsy goes over there often dispite my obvious disapproval of it.Still I want him to be happy.Maybe I'm just being paranoid.Maybe there is nothing wrong with my new neighbor.Only time will tell.July 24th: My head is killing me right now.It has been for the past hour.Zetsy keeps bringing me things to make me feel more comfortable.He's such a sweetie.Yester day he asked me if we could go on a picinic sometime. Of course I said yes.I can rarely say no to him.Especially when he gives me 'the face'.Its too cute! Even though he grown he still has his moments of childishness.A couple of days ago we were playing hide and seek through the house.I never could catch him.I guess he heard my thoughts. Note: Find a way to keep him from hearing my thoughts.
July 25th: So cold and alone. Mizeral is gone.Gone for good.I'll never see my dear friend again.I've been crying for so long now.I haven't left my room.I can hear Zetsy at the door from time to time.I know he hears my thoughts and worries about me.I don't want him to worry.I'm still crying.It can't be helped.Mizeral and I were so close.Now....Gods I can't think of it.They say there are worse things than death.They're right.The death of a friend is far worse.I don't think I'll be leaving my room much less my house anytime soon. Miz.....
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Posted: Tue Aug 01, 2006 3:13 pm
August 1st:another month has past us by.Sorry for the long absence. I needed to get my mind straightened out.I'm okay now.There was letter for me not too long ago.Well not just for me but for Zetsy and our new neighbor aswell.It was from Belezet.As I read it outloud to Zetsumei I could see it in his eyes that he wanted to go out and help his friend.He's such a brave little thing.I can't have him leave though.I don't want him to end up like Mizeral.My heart can not take anymore grief. Zetsy finally convinced me to come out of the house today.We went to the park and fed the birds.Some might think tht as silly or dull but not us.Every moment counts.Life is so fragile, we cannot afford to waste what time we have.I worry about Belezet as does Zetsumei, but I am sure he will be okay.He's strong just like Mizeral was.I have faith in him.August 19th: Lots has been going on lately.Belezet is back.He's all grown up now, just like Zetsy.I think Zetsumei's childhood crush on Bel has grown.I really do think they look cute together.No, Zesty didn't tell me he had a crush on Bel but he didn't have to.It's like I can read his mind too.We have a better understanding of each other.I can't give him much advice on the situation but I don't put him down for it.I'll love him no matter what choices he makes in his life.Sadly I can't be around him near as uch as I use to.School has started once again.Zesty loves going through my text books.Sometimes he asks me questions about certain things and I try to answer them as best I can.I'm so glad he's taken an interest in learning.We have a new neighbor.She preactically runs a shelter home for Emokats.She has so many of those precious darlings, but atleast they have a home.We should be gaining two new members of our own family soon.Zesty doesn't know but I'm sure he suspects something.He tries to read my mind but I've learned to block lot of my thoughts from him.I thank Lycandis for teaching me that.He really isn't such a bad guy, and cute too....
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Posted: Tue Aug 22, 2006 3:13 pm
August 22nd:Boy, lately has been really hectic.Let's start with yesterday shall we?
I was taking a walk through the park with Zestsumei.He's been a little out of it ever since our new neighbor moved in.He doesn't like one of her kats, one called Lacey.I've seen the way he looks at her.If looks could kill, she'd have daggers stuck in her.I can understand why Zesty would be so hostile towards her.It seems that Belezet is growing up in more ways than one. He seems to have an eye out for many of the ladies around here.Is it possible that he has no idea how Zesty feels about him?
Today I decided to do something big for Zestsumei.I told him to stay home and tidy up for me while I went out shopping.Of course he agreed because he's always trying to please me.So off I went to get him something very special just for him.
"Zesty sweetie! Come outside for a sec."
"Yeah mom, what is it?"
He stepped out on the porch and was greeted by a pair of gleaming eyes and balls of fur like him.
"Meet your new siblings!"
I pointed to the one Emokat with the purple eyes that matched her fur.She didn't look like a girl but she was a she.
"This is your new sister, Makai."
She looked up at him and rolled her eyes.She seemed a little annoyed by my cheery disposition.
"Hi..."
I shrugged and moved on to the other one.He was staring down at the ground, playing with his necklace.
"And this is your brother,Akuma"
He looked up for just a second and then went back to staring at the ground.He mumbled something that sounded like 'hello' but i couldn't be sure.I looked at Zetsumei to see what his reaction would be.He looked as pale as a ghost.Something wasn't quite right about his reaction.It was like he was a deer caught in headlights.
"Wow...This is a real surprise mom.Well if you're happy, I'm happy."
"but I did this..."
Before I could finish the sentence he walked back into the house.Makai looked at me and frowned even more than before.I glanced over at Akuma and he gave off this vibe of wanting to sink into the ground and never return. I sighed and hugged them both.I told them that Zesty was just a little upset but he'd learn to love them.They didn't say anything but foloowed me into the house. Makai is busy killing bugs that crawl from the cracks an Akuma is hiding in the attic.Zetsumei is up in his room.Tomorrow we have to clean out one of spare bedrooms.Makai is going to sleep there but Akuma is going ot be in Zesty's room.Maybe if they room together, they'll learn to like each other.One can only hope.
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Posted: Thu Aug 24, 2006 2:35 pm
August 24th: Hmmm....what to write about today....Oh yes! The kids and me went for a walk through the park.We saw some other people with Emokats but we didn't speak to them.Makai wanted to fight the other kats and Akuma followed behind us quietly.Zetsumei looked around for Belezet but didn't see him.He must of sensed my thoughts of worry because he looked at me and smiled.
"I'm fine mom. Just thinking."
He was worried about me being worried.Things have changed so much since I brought home Akuma and Makai.Makai is constantly trying to pick fights with everyone,Akuma lurks in the shadows and seems to enjoy it, and Zetsy.....He seems out of it. He doesn't want to visit Belezet as much as he use to.He just sits in his room or cleans up the house after Makai destorys it. Something is bothering him.It's like when he was a baby all over again.Our bond is breaking.
I've come up with nicknames for Akuma and Makai. Akuma is Aku, though he doesn't seem to care.Makai is Mai, she said her nickname was geeky but she'd put up with it.
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Posted: Mon Aug 28, 2006 3:20 pm
August 28th: Another day, another strange accurence.Never a dull moment here in Emotica.Not long ago I took my beloved Emokats to the park.It seemed like a good idea at the time.I thought they needed to get out and have some fun instead of staying copped up in the house.I was wrong.
Lycandis was there along with Bel and Ziggy.Mai was showing off and Aku was hiding.Zetsy did something I thought he would never do, he walked away from his dearest friend, Belezet.Bel knew Zesty was upset with him, but I don't know if he knows why.There was some confrontation which ended in Akuma and Makai being binded, Zetsumei getting a key and Lycandis and his kats leaving us behind in utter confusion.
Just yesterday Zetsumei finally went to visit Bel.He was gone for most of the day.When he returned, he seemed....calmer.As if many of his worries had faded away.Makai tried in vain to yell at him, but her bindings keep her speechless. Akuma doesn't act like he cares, but I see it in his eyes. There's a burning anger in those eyes.I don't want to believe that my newest additions to the family are evil in anyway.I think they're just unsure of who they are and why they are. It is my duty to guard them and help them along the way.
Zestumei also mentioned something strange when he returned from Bel's.He reported to me that there is a new kat in Lycandis's care. A female who seems to be very nervous around him. He says she's trouble, but he says that about all girls.I think I'll go visit them tomorrow and maybe give some of my old clothes to this Lycea.
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Posted: Thu Aug 31, 2006 10:34 am
September 2nd: I should be resting or something, but I feel the need to write. So much has happened recently.
Makai snuck of to see Bel one day. I went to go get her and ended up being invited to dinner.Of course Zetsy and Aku joined us.Then something bad happened.One mintue I was fine and the next I was trapped in a pit of darkness with only the cold keeping me company, but thanks to my beloved children, Lycandis's kats and even Mizeral I was rescued from the emptiness.
Dinner was wonderful, Lycandis really knows how to cook.Mai and Bel seemed to have been focused on each other all throughout dinner, and Zetsy couldn't help but hear what they were thinking.From the looks on his face those thoughts weren't something to be spoken.I think Lycea is really starting to grow on Zetsumei.He's still not sure of her but I think the whole incident with me brought everyone closer. Except for Akuma.He still prefers to be left alone even though he agreed to train under Lycandis.Sigh....Maybe he can find the light inside my son.
Oh yes! We were all invited to visit the place that Lycandis is from. I can't say the name but that's okay, I'm sure Belezet and Lycandis will help us figure things out.I have a plan too. I'm going to show Lycandis something special, something that only Zetsumei knows about me.Only reason he knows is because of his gift.Things will be very different after this little vacation.
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Posted: Thu Oct 26, 2006 9:32 pm
October 26th: Geez! Been waaaaaaayyyyyy too long. I really need to pay attention to my stuff more. Anyways, returned from that place that Lycandis is from. It was so wonderful there! Time seemed to be different there though, just one of the many strange things I noticed. People were really nice too. We visited Ziggy. He seems so sad in that strange school but I'm sure he'll be okay. Also, i finally showed Lyc what I was. He was surprised but I'm glad he knows now.
On a special note, Mai has a teacher now. Her first lesson is on Halloween. I hope she doesn't miss trick-or-treating with us.
Zetsy finally kissed Cea. I'm glad he is finally falling for her. They look so cute together. I hope he behaves himself and doesn't scare her off.
Akuma has shown a darker side of himself. Turns out he doesn't like me too much, or anyone in this family for that matter.
We intend on moving in with each other soon. Our families are too close to be seperate. I hope this doesn't cause any problems in the future.....
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Posted: Sun Nov 05, 2006 12:19 pm
November 5th: Well things have been a tad bit hectic around here lately. All this moving things and tidying up has been draining me of my energy. On the plus side, we have new neighbors! A Miss Kitty and her lovely group of kats has joined Emotica. Another strange turn of events: I have a new emokat! Her name is Itami and she's a bit of an oddball. It's like she's intoxicated all the time. Akuma has been picking on Miss Kitty's oldest kat, Vexy. I don't know what his reasons are but I'm sure Zetsy knows. Mai is sick. She says nothing but I can see it in the way she moves and acts.
Blessed be the Heavens! Mizeral has returned to us!
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Posted: Fri Dec 29, 2006 10:15 pm
December Twenty-Ninth: Mother is gone. She went back to her home world I suppose. No one really knows though. Note even anote was left. Makai has left us as well. Ever since the birth of my neice, she has been seen around home less and less. Now she doesn't even bother to return. I've been searching through some of mom's many books and found out some information on what might be wrong with Mai.A human illness called 'Depression' seems to fit her. Seems that anything can get this illness and it takes a lot of time to heal, but sadly, no magick can fix it.I've been doing my best with keeping our torn family together. Itami spends her time, wandering around in her own world, Akuma insists on bothering Miss Kitty and her Kats, Ziggy is home and is a lot better behaved, Bel is caught between caring for Mizrahi and trying to heal Lycandis. Mother,if you can hear us, please return soon and help our family.
Heh....I'm writing. Zetsy said it was a good way to expressmyself without upsetting the others. Whatever, I'll give it a shot. Everyone hasgone nutsaround the place. In between all the sickness and odd dissappearances, I've decided not to pay attention to them. They can handle themselves. That Kitty girl and her Kats are about as freaky as they come. Tempted to cause a nasty spell on them but last thing I need is for Lycandis to lecture meor something. Mai has abandoned Bel and thatlittle blob of achild. I don't blame her, I can't stand the little brat either. She's been learning to talk, but she spends more of her time crying and trying to climb allover me. I hate going back home after I bother Kitty. Toomuch chaosand I'm not the one creating it.
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