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if only you knew
how alone I feel
how alone I am
how alone
because of you

I sit here and think
why it is you left me
I sit alone and think
why it is you cant see

I see you
you smoke away your hurt
you love to feel that nothing
your nothing makes me feel like dirt

your sitting there with me
yet I sit here all alone
I try to say I miss you
all I hear is a grown

you take another drag
as I wounder why
why it is you leave me
just for another high

I truly know you love me
but our day are passing by
one day I'll leave you
and you'll still be getting high

will you notice that I'm gone
or will you take another drag
I wish you could see my signs of help
as bold as a red flag

I wish that you would stick to your words
and make them true
like when you say you'll stop
I always hope you do

but as the days get harder
I see you take your way out
I try to tell you why to stop
but you dont see what I talk about

so I guess I have no say
your the mother, things go your way.....