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 Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2006 12:26 pm
I know through talking with some people, people have curious as to the situation with me and Scott and since I see him almsot every day I will update you on it as well as other happenings in my life.
June 16- Today I worked and was in drive thru with Scott most of the day. We work very well together and talk about stuff. We sing together alot and we have gotten compliments before about how well we harmonize together. That's what happens when we sing with each other all the time.
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 5:51 pm
June 17- I worked today which wad ok. It's work after all. So I came home thinking I had no plans at all. I sat down at my computer and had a panic attack. Like me staying at home would hurt me. I was really freaked out and shaking and sweating. So I got a hold of Scott and we made plans to go to the mall. So we went and just had a blast. He got his hair cut and he hates people washing his hair so that freaked him out a little. We ran away on Robert and went to a different store. We had fun talking and goofing around. Overall it was an ok day. Hoping tomorrow will be better.
June 21th- Yesterday was a good day. I woke up at noon to see two messages on my screen, one from Scott and one from Janet telling me what time to meet them at the mall. So naturally I went because I love hanging out with them. We walked around the mall and stuff which was fun. Janet sang with us so at least it wasn't just me and Scott. Although me and Scott always sound nice together because we sing so much we kind of harmonize somehow. I went to Janet's for supper and then Scott come over and we watched Canadian Idol. I'm officially addicted since I have met one of the top 22 before, he sang at my college graduation because his cousin was in my class(my graduating class was 27 so it was a small ceremony). This weekend I work when Scott doesn't so we won't see each other ALL weekend sad
June 22- Today I found out I am going to the Dixie Chicks concert. A few of us from work are going and Scott is too whee I'm all exicted for that. Gives me something to look forward to plus PICTURES!
June 26- My jealousy is coming throuhg again. Scott goes over to someone's house and I get JEALOUS! I wish I wasn't. Not much to say on that. Saturday night I was so upset about everything that had happened that I really did zone out and not remember what I did, well Suppsoely I emailed Stewart with the most depressing email ever and when he got on the next morning, he nudged me on MSN, I said hi and he was like "Don't ******** hi me". He was terrified. I really didn't mean to hurt him because he is the one I care so much about and would do anything to be in Scotland to see him. He's been my rock. and I hurt him badly just by worrying him. DIdn't say anything mean, just sad. I guess it shows that he cares about me.
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 6:00 pm
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Atleast you have friends to take your mind off things!!
I'm glad you had a fun day!
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Posted: Sat Jun 17, 2006 6:35 pm
Thanks, I really did. It was a blast!
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 6:16 am
wait. are you guys together yet? :O
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 8:48 am
aww you'd make a cute couple!! XD *throws confetti around*
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Posted: Sun Jun 18, 2006 2:15 pm
We aren't together yet... I doubt we ever will be. We are jsut friends and he never wants to date anyone.
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 6:39 am
well being friends is the next best thing!! XD either way youd be a cute couple..xD
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Posted: Mon Jun 19, 2006 8:19 pm
People at our work want us to hook up and I think my manager already thinks we did.
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 2:03 am
wow something awesome to look forward to..
how was the concert?
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Posted: Sun Jun 25, 2006 7:18 am
Erin was supposed to get the tickets for 4 of us but sadly it was sold out before the online website let her on sad
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Posted: Sun Jul 23, 2006 3:27 am
LittleAngel13 Erin was supposed to get the tickets for 4 of us but sadly it was sold out before the online website let her on sad aww next time then yes? or the next concert that you'll be going 3nodding
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Posted: Fri Jul 28, 2006 12:10 am
well thats what you get for having close friends..they be there for yee xD
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Posted: Sun Sep 03, 2006 2:18 am
I'm going to update this when I get home today.
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Posted: Mon Sep 04, 2006 8:26 pm
I didn't updaite it yesterday so I will right now.
Life has been a bit of a mess lately. With me working alot of night shifts through the month of August, I didn't get to spend as much time with my friends as I wanted so that really depressed me.
Lately, things have gotten worse. I'm drinking every day now. I constantly feel sad and upset about anything. The second something happens, I get angry and snap and drink more. I was drunk the other night and told Stewart and Randy(my best friend) that I was prementaly saying goodbye to them. I know it hurt them but at the time I thought it was for the best. It's been 2 days since me and Stewart have talked. We are on a break. He says he needs one from me because he can't handle me anymore. I can understand that since I am a pain to handle when I care about someone.
Me and Scott are fighting alot more. At work mostly, we both get cranky with each other and fight and yell a bit. Today we got into it but tonight, me and him went to supper by ourselves and then met everyone at the movies. Not sure why outside of work, we are fine and having fun. The other day when I got locked out of my house because I left my keys inside. He came to my rescue and let me come over to his place and if no one came home, I was going to be allowed to sleep there and he lent me clothes to wear when we went to the mall.
Also, lately, my friend Paul has been really upset over his boyfriend and some girl that knows his boyfriend insulted Paul in his OWN thread and I lose it on her. It wasn't pretty. I am one of these people that if you insult my friends, you will hear from me. She is a little b***h and today was insulting me in her thread and called me by my FIRST name. Like where does she get off calling me by my first name when she doesn't know me. I called Paul last night and he was in tears because he was so upset about her and everything. I was glad I was able to be there for him. We made a deal that we will always be each other's shoulder and listening ear. I love Paul so much it's insane.
Lately I have also felt like a failure because Scott and Stewart have been really depressed and I can't help them at all and cheer them up and be a shoulder for them. That's the only thing I feel like I can do for people is being a ear to them and if I can't help I feel like I am failing them. I don't want to fail either of them.
Well I think I ranted about as much as my tired mind can think of.
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