July 29, 2006
She can walk small distances
now. Her feet still give into her slight weight. I'm worried--She should have
been talking and walking by now. But I barely hear a peep from her
plaster face. Sometimes, around her bedtime ecspecially, she looks at
things I can't. For example one day I had decided that she needed more
diversity in her short life, so I started reading her stories. I chose Hans
Fairy Tales over Grimms. Because atleast with Hans, each one had a
happy ending.
But while I was reading alloud a story (Which she had shown no visible
interest in) She looked strait from her crib. Like she was watching
someone or something, and even more frightening it seemed to stare back
at her.
I was warned before taking Heavynne into my care that she was a
shaman, and could see and hear things that I couldn't.
This worries me as her surragate mother, what if the things she sees harm
her? And I wouldn't have any clue how to save her.
I schedueled an appointment with a pediatrition to see how she can gain
some more wieght. And hopefully she'll start walking soon...